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2011-06-19T21:53:00.001-07:00

2009-04-17T02:35:00.000-07:00

yay it's friday oredi!!
anyway, this week passed kinda fast!
everything seems so rush and crammed together
and we had a dance recess today!! :D
and kaymin's mum kindly bought us a cake from the han's!
gosh it's so nice of her mum!! (:
and the cake's so chocolatey nice!
before we ate the cake
we sang this song..:
(with the birthday song tune)
majies gold with honours
majies gold with honours
majies gold with honours
majies gold with honours~
WOO~
d famous high-pitched cheer and scream ensued....
and then
tada!
here comes the super nice cake! (:

bet u r drooling now!
hahah
and we yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam seng too! with gloria leading us. before goin to the sec ava.. and zhuanglaoshi has cake waiting for us there too!
gosh i was then so damn full!
coz i ate 1.20 beehoon soup, and then thought that i'm still hungry, so went to buy another blueberry waffle plus one glass of ribena..and with the cakes!!
felt so happily-bloated XD

and ohya,
now
we can really say the monologue with pride! (the starting of our dance song was a speech (kind of an introduction to wat's majie）by zhuanglaoshi! isnt this cool?!!!!)
this is and edited version:
I held on to the piece of certificate in my hands. Bearing my school, my Dance, but more importantly, the results of the hard work we've put in. We could read nothing but understood only the words Gold With Honours. For it is what we derserved and it holds a promise, a promise to SN Dance. Last December, we settled down in the hall to prepare for SYF. We were so scared. There was no turning back. If not for the three month delay, if not for the forgoing of the original choreography, if not...sigh...Support Modern Dance, Modern Dance comes first. Flowery tops, blue trousers, we are fellow sisters bound by a common desire to achieve Gold With Honours someday. We are Majies!

after sch i went to coro to get some cream from the doctor..
i was listening to music using earphone while waiting for my name to be called..
when they finally mentioned my name
i quickly took off my earphones and stuffed them into my pocket..
not realising that the wire thingy was detached from my phone..
then when i entered into the room,
i heard the same song i was listening to jz now!
and was wondering 'wow, he's listening to the same song as me too! so qiao3 and how amusing!!'
and then
the doctor suddenly said 'pls switch off ur phone'
-.-
gosh
i felt so damn paiseh!!
and luckily i didnt tell the doctor that he was listening to the same song as i was listening to -.-
lol

2009-04-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

today has been a very very special day. one day which will only happen once in my whole life
not bcoz we woke up late again (coz me sw sy jz automatically shut our alarms off when they rang and continued slping and then rushing for bus again later)
not bcoz i totally screwed up my eng compre test? ( i nearly had no time to finish it -.-)
but coz..
it's the day we got back our syf result!!
and GOSH
GUESS WHAT
WE GOT
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
NOT ONLY GOLD
BUT WITH HONOURS!!!
gosh i seriously jz cant believe it!!
after lyk 16 years??? dance have never once gotten a gold with honours before!!
and we made history!!
yes we made it!!! :DDD
that's the happiest thing which can happen in my sec sch life ever!!
and will leave a very deep, remarkable, wonderful memory for me

so the story goes lyk this..
after sch i went to find joYcelyn and she pulled me to eat icecream
then i was stilll quite hungry so i went to buy rice..but had to qiong finishing them coz gotta meet mrs goh
but then the meeting was pushed until next week coz it was only me and chyi fang...haih
then walked and talked with chyifang
and met with the others at d hall
then crapped and talked to get our minds off from syf!!!
at first the estimated time for the result to come out was betw 3.30 to 4.30..
and we waited and waited and waited..
the result's still not out yet..
coz we were then informed tt the announcement was delayed -.-
and there was once my president's phone vibrated then everybody started screaming!! which then alarmed the chinese dance girls who were rehearsing to run lyk crazy in wildness towards our direction!! and it actually turned out to be a personal msg nia. hahhha. it was so funny looking at them and their reactions!!
and then only until 5++..
i didnt know what happened..
and how it happened..
everybody started to scream and cheered very very loudly!!
and then poof!
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
gosh
and that moment of time
my heartbeat jz stopped
and joined in the wild cheer at the top of my lungs
and tears of joy started to ooze out uncontrollably
and the very next moment, everyone started crying and hugging each other! (and me, regardless of how i stank of sweat and tears!!)
then gloria gathered us all to say a prayer..and she cried so hard tt it intensified our 'volume of eyedrops'
we ran round the track with gloria waving our majie cloth in front
and kept shouting and shouting gold with honours!! we got gold with honours!! (followed by the famour super high-pitched screeching SNGS cheer!!）
and gosh. even only a round..i sweat lyk crazy! and i was in blouse and tie and i felt damn hot! but felt great and full with pride! :D
then we continued hugging and congratulating each other and taking pics
wanglaoshi, zhuanglaoshi, mrs koh, ms lee and ms susan lim congratulated us too!!
our utterly crazy scream practically vibrated and alarmed the whole sch and every single soul in it!!
gosh
that felt so damn great! :DD
this is my 1st time shedding tears of real joy!!
gold with honours..
after all the hard work we put in
after all the depressing moments which i had during cca last time
6 months of training..
d sacrificed november hol last year..
d sacrifices of time for sat practices everyweek since after cny..
d commitment and passion..
d perseverance
d willingness to staying back to train till 6.30 in sch on mon jz d day be4 syf..
it's all worth it
worthful for all these tears and joy and unforgettable experience..
for d bond of d majies..
it's jz so priceless ( priceless as in no money can buy it!) :D
i do think that we really deserve this
we have worked very hard for it..
and thanks so much to wanglaoshi, yulaoshi and all teachers who supported us!
and gloria for being such a wonderful president and leader too!
and everyone for puttin in their best for this dance (:

so..i left at around 6pm
and utterly stank of sweat and smoke when i reached bs!

well, since i'm in such a good mood, i shall post all the pics including those taken on tues!

well, i jz feel lyk screaming MAJIES and GOLD WITH HONOURS now! despite having done that numerous times jz now!

and for those other performing arts cca lyk choir, huahui, co, so and chi dance which are goin for syf SOON, jiayou and all the best!! u all can do it too! (:

and i want a sch dayoff for this!!!!

2009-04-15T01:25:00.000-07:00

gosh
cant believe that syf's adi over!!
but nvmd
zhuanglaoshi said we are gonna perform for jubilate and d cat high performance at esplanade!! woohoo~ :D
mon we stayed back to practise till about 6.30..
everyone's so into syf mood and we were so united!
we dance as one (: not as individual
no one even complained tired or wanna go back
and i was so high!!
hahha
anyway, i jz enjoy cca now..
i hav never ever felt this way..that kind of passion and commitment
tues..
we actually wanted to leave class to dance studio straight after pledge taking
but wasnt approved..
so i left class at only 8.45am (15 mins earlier..thanks to valerie for coming to my class to save me!)
during d whole eng lesson i couldnt concentrate at all!
kept staring at the clock..blaming it for ticking away so slowly when i'm so jittery there in my seat!
and i had momentary stomach ache too
lol
so..
we spent hours doin makeup and our hair..
we put fake eyelashes, fake bangs and fake plaits! coz majie..u know..lyk those olden days' ya tou
and we applied 3 layers of foundation! gosh. u can imagine how thick it is and how white we look!
and d eyeshadow was very dark..luckily the blushes werent that red
hhaha
and i love the lipstick colour!
not intending to upload d pics..our thick makeups might jz spoil ur appetite -.-
then we boarded bus heading towards ucc...
and then..
even without myself knowing it, i was oredi on d stage dancing!
the stage was cool! kinda dark..and d lightings was shining on me directly..super glaring..but well, it was syf!! so, tolerate (:
d time seriously FLIES when on stage..
when d dance was over..i really felt lyk screaming and crying for joy! for it's over..and d feelings of achievement..indescribable (:
i felt lyk i hav only been on stage for 2 mins when my dance was almost 7 mins!
and it was d best dance i hav ever did
i felt damn great!
wanglaoshi and other teachers we did great too! esp the back part.. :D
well, we are currently very anxious to receive our results tmr..
gonna stay back in sch and we'll all gather together and get the result together!
we are majies who dance together as one!! :D

2009-04-04T19:31:00.000-07:00

finally i can use the wireless again!
cant imagine d 2nd weekend without internet -.-
ytd's cca was..productive? fruitful? (:
at 1st i wad damn tired. coz i woke up at 6am. and kept yawning all the way..
but at the end of it..i felt damn energetic ;D
even though it was from 8.30am till 2 pm about 6 hours!
the duration of time seems lyk any other normal schday..but i simply felt so much much more alive than those boring lessons lah! :D
everyone's putting in their very best effort..
and i really feel that those extra practices helped me in improving a lot..
now i can turn more swiftly! hahahahah
and more confident now (:
but my prob now is that my face is jz blank and expressionless throughout the whole dance i guess..it's a majie dance man! i'm supposed to exude feelings of fear and tiredsome and the will to struggle..hahah
anyway, i think i should really start practising to tie french braids on my own till i'm a pro! garh. but by the time i succeeded i think it'll oredi be after syf -.- haih
how can those ppl tie the french braid so professionally and tie lyk as if it's jz as simple as tying a ponytail?
my braid is always so loose one ://

2009-04-01T00:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY EVERYONE :D
better beware. hahah
i hav successfully attempted to trick ppl many many times today! sw was the first. hahahah. and mostly i told them that my toe is infected..and must express it in a kind of very sad way.. and suddenly smile widely and say april's foollll! :D hahhaha. each time i did it i succeeded in cheating my frens lah! all of them XP and i even managed to trick my junior when i said that few strands of her hair are not tied properly. lol..
but haih..after tt i feel quite bad oso. coz i obviously seriously dont wanna my toe to fester nor get swollen! and i was lyk cursing it..-.- shit. withdraw withdraw all the words!
and i think my class is really dead la..
no one even go mentioning about april's fool..nor is everyone coming up with ideas or agreeing to play tricks on teachers.. i intended to swap classes with 3H one. but..haih ): nvmd ba

my toe is getting better now..i think so? (:
so far no infection or get swollen or wateva..jz tt sometimes there's a random sudden prickling sensation..and obviously it's painful when i exert pressure lah.
for the whole of ytd' cca and today's morning jog and pe i was jz sitting at the side..couldnt dance nor run ): i wanted to jz heck care bout my toe and go and join them dance one! but alv said nonono..so had to resist the temptation..
haih. u noe wat i learnt from this?
it's only when u lose sth or the ability to do sth den only u'll appreciate it..
human beings are jz so funny..lol
i dont even mind running 6 rounds okay!

and i dunno y. sch is jz so sien now!
everytime during chem lesson i'll feel damn damn drowsy. and i think i even fell asleep for a few seconds..and then after tt force my eyes to open up again. same for eng..
haih ):

2009-03-30T04:13:00.000-07:00

finally the wireless is working again!! (: after such a dao3 mei2 weekend without wireless
haih..mentioning about last weekend. seriously sui la..even though it was kinda fun and happy..
last sat's cca was not bad (: time seemed to pass kinda fast..and after cca went to eat macs with alv and after tt i bought a soyabean icecream..1st time trying. omg..taste damn 'healthy' -.-.. even though it looks vanilla-ish but it differs greatly from the vanilla taste lah. then companied alv to find her reporting place for her flag-raising..
after bathing and somewhat studied for a little while..sw phoned me to cui1 wo go out d. -.- so i chong chong mang mang went out loh..and actually, far east is seriously damn close to tang plaza but i went the opp direction instead and 'got lost' -.- but then hm and sw, my 'saviours' came to rescue me :DD
and ohya, i earned 50cent while in the bus on the way! some guy came to ask me whether i hav small change for two dollars..and i only had one fifty but he said nvmd. hahahh. lucky rite.
then went to marina square to play bowling..ate charsiewrice.. and on the way we played some super lame crap game -.- invented by sw?? but quite fun lah. hahah. we were not supposed to say a few words in our conver and this made our speaking sounds so retarded!
came back to play bball then.. but didnt really play lah. sth very very suay happened.. i went into a toilet..and when i wanted to go out..i didnt see a step there coz the light was kinda dim and guess wat? i kind of tripped over it..my toes knocked over the step.. and at tt moment. my big toe felt damn numb..and started to bleed after few seconds.. kinda scary..even when i lift my foot up the blood will drip..
sueyi companied me to the office to disinfect it.. mr jeevan helped me to clean it and 'bandaged' it..thanks him a lot (: but the bandage was sort of too loose and it came out soon after i reached my room. and i wet it accidentally.. so aiya heck care. leave it exposed to air is better. wat if there's any fungus or bacteria and if wrapped up..the warm condition will allow the bacteria to fluorish on my toe! hahah. tt's wat the person said (:
and damnit. the next morning, i found out tt the liquid thingy (platelets?) from my toe or the iodine solution? stained my beloved bedsheet made by my mum..):
for d whole day that sticky gross liquid kept flowing out non-stop no matter how many times i cleaned it.. and i was damn scared.. damn worried and sad tt my toe cant heal in time for me to join syf...coz syf is jz in 2 weeks' time.. if i really cant join d syf...haih. i dunno wat to say. i'll jz be damn sad and disappointed..after so many hard work and effort put in since last year.. it's not really coz of d cca points..it's more of the stage and performing experience tt i want..and how nice would it be dancing on stage with all the modern dancers whom i had jiayou-ed so hard with for the past few months..it's jz..indescribable. and how nice would it be sharing the joys and tears after the syf.. coz i hav confidence in our majie dance (:
also, i accidentally bent my specs! when i put it in my pocket and turned and it brushed against the sofa.. walao. my specs were really badly damaged. so serious tt when i went to repair it jz now..the person said tt there's a high change tt it might break ... and luckily tt i hav contacts lah -.-
and i bruised my leg again..against a sharp edge of some part of my bed/desk/the drawer below my bed..

but today..everything turned out fine (: my toe's much better! the liquid stopped and it doesnt hurt tt much anymore..except when i accidentally knocked it against sth again..and yes it did happened a few times..i'm jz damn clumsy ): there was one time in sch when i walked down the stairs the person in front of me kicked her leg up backwards and it hit my toe -.- damn zun3. sakit lah walao..tt's the bad thing about wearing slippers. hahah. hmm..but at least my toe is not swollen or black (as wat sw predicted? --..) nor infected! still got chance for syf lah (: but i cant practise dancing during cca..haih. hopefully felicia's fav teacher wont scold -.-
and i dont think i need a doctor for my toe anymore (:
and my specs was successfully bent back to normal too! but it's super vulnerable now.. but still, it shows tt i'm super lucky today! really thx the optical shop person a lot..and the person was so nice (: she didnt even want my egg tart -.-
and oh, today's geog test was suprisingly much easier than expected! cant believe tt ms tan will even set ques with definations..totally out-of-the-blue lah.
and yes, no sdls today!! wooohooo~ sry dont blame me..my mood's good today :D even though my eyes hurt a lot since after sch i dunno y..
cant believe tt i'm taking up olympiad maths training and the comp even when i hav never totally come in contact with any maths olympiad ques before -.-

2009-03-27T05:21:00.001-07:00

Giver of life, Creator of all that is lovely,
Teach me to sing the words of your song;
I want to feel the music of living
And not fear the sad songs,
But from them make new songs
Composed of both laughter and tears.
Teach me to dance to the sounds of your world and your people,
I want to move in rhythm with your plan;
Help me to try to follow your leading,
To risk even falling,
To rise and keep trying
Because you are leading the dance

2009-03-27T04:36:00.000-07:00

fuh..finally fri! after such a seemingly endless and torturous, unbearable week..cant believe that it's only wk1 when it feels lyk wk3 oredi! u can even say that it's wk5 man!! and tt my syf is over..garh jz cant wait for syf to be here..tmr still need to wake up early for cca. haih i'm damn sleepy i want to slp eh..): 7 more practices to go..come fast!!
today's elit paper was damn shit and screwed. not enough time. but aiya at least it's better than having it ytd totally unprepared..was so devastated when ms praba told us about it ytd -.- and since it's over..so i shall let the test incident fly away and not bother me (:
went to buy choc and cheese cakes and tauhui and some sandwiches buns later to boost myself up :DD i believe tt all nice food has endorphins not only choc (:
walao stupid mc can u jz stop accusing me/us and stop being so irritating. garh. you day-ruin-er lah
was drawing a 'poster' with jiro inside for jj during the whole 4 periods of maths today.. was learning on smilar triangles..so can multitask a bit lah. coz i scared not enough time to finish the thing for jj.. but my place is a very obvious place and i think mq saw me doin other thing else..i think she bushuang.. feel so bad and sry for wat i did. haih always lyk this one lah..jz cant resist not doin hw during slack lessons..but after tt will start feeling guilty again ): i shall jz learn hard to control my urge at times..since i had adi successfully managed to curb myself from using phone i believe i can achieve this as well (:
jia you..

i hope i made the right choice for not signing up for slc!! coz for everytime, everytime i regretted after all the decisions i made!! for dunno how many events adi -.- simply jz hate myself for this..
and now..
should i take up olympiad maths training plus the paper?
...

anyway, i hope tmr will be a good nice day even though there's cca!
gonna go for macs with alv after cca tmr..
and tmr's earth hour day!!
everyone rmb to off lights from 8.30-9.30pm! (:

2009-03-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

haih
came back to sing on fri night..
i was damn damn sleepy when i reached novena..coz i woke up damn early to eat breakfast with my parents (: (and i dont regret) and it's damn hard for me to sleep in the bus.. watched wall e too. but without any sound coz i dont hav the headset..and the robots are super cute! (:
tried to slp early tat nite. but couldnt even though damn tired..no idea why..probably coz my brain refused to adapt back to the environment here bah..):
woke up early for cca..sien..and my eyelids were still heavily drooping..
when i was washing up only then i realised that i forgot to brush my teeth on fri nite before goin to bed! hahah
and when i was at the busstop oredi only then i realised that i forgot to bring along my water bottle too! D; lol. such a sucky day..
after cca when to sherbelle's house to do project. had pizza for lunch ..(: ok lah. kinda productive. finished the board..simple but nice :D hahah. aiya heck care lah..
still left with the ppt and report..haih sien..
after tat went to orchard rd to repair my phone.. haih. the person said will hav to reset my phone..and all data will be reset. all msgs in my inbox gone....:'[
haih..
thinking of wat i'll be doin if i'm still in m'sia now..
thinking of those nice nice food i ate at home..
and pa ma gor and triple..
haih ):
i haven even finish my hw -.-
anyway, got one good news. i finally washed my sch shoes jz now!! after so long since i bought the shoes last yr.. :D

DREAD SCH!!!!!!!!!!!! D;

2009-03-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

damnit. i cant stop hic-cuppinggg! ): for the whole day adi lah! damn xin ku

2009-03-17T06:02:00.000-07:00

hello people! (:
haven blog since a long time
anyway, i'm back in m'sia!
after so long...torturous days
and full of regretment -.-

msia rocks lah
home sweet home (:

came back on sat night..
and i'm skipping 2 ccas on tues and thurs...
going back early on fri night..
to go for cca on sat morning and to sherbelle's house after tat to bathe and to do project
haih
wat holiday is this -.-

hw banyak
and i dunno how to do
and i hav totally no idea what the dumb chi project is about

but at least
food banyak
and very nice :D
i jz tried a passion fruit ytd..and it tasted not bad even though it looked utterly disgusting! *lyk mucus

and my mum bought mini poppers........

met up with laylian last sun (:
lol. fk is jz cute okay! dont gek lah. hahah. i noe u an shuang many times but not that time lah i trust you
and walao. he didnt reply me
eh no. is he wont reply me
hahah
enjoy ur camp @ dusun eco! (:

and ohya
if anyone of u happened to sms me in sing since last thurs..
and wondering why i didnt reply
so sry..
coz my phone kind of spoilt
cant receive nor send sms..
and i think i wont even be able to receive ur smses even after i got my phone repaired when i get back to sing ):
haih

2009-03-08T09:26:00.000-07:00

is this a curse or spell cast on me..
every morning..no matter where am i despite what i'm doin
i think of u..
ur name seems to appear everywhere..
it affects my emotion a lot..
i get stunned at the sight of it
and now..i'm feeling sad again.. coz it's morning..
):
so pls stop haunting me..
giv me back my normal life!!!!
u make me feel so dead and useless

to me
staying silent is the ultimate solution..

2009-03-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

finally friday!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD fry the night man. but cannot la..very tired -.- my eyes lyk drooping and aching.. today's ss test sux. tat's it.. and in the afternoon the sun was scorchingly hot..
and ohya..i had my councillor assesment after sch today.. it was kinda scary.. confronting with two exco seniors which i dont really know..and i hate to evaluate myself..

went for syf dance rehearsal ytd at ucc hall! cant believe that they used lyk thousands jz to rent the 2 hours of the stage??!!
omg. but the stage was damn cool!! and impressive..and it felt so great to be dancing up there with the impactful lighting effects :D never in my life being on such a grand stage before.. my pri sch's one was oso okay lah. but obviously not as astounding as this..
hahah
and our ma jie dance rocks man!! :DDD
okay
there's hope for gold with honest!!!
but i'm feeling kinda bad for skipping 2 ccas in the coming march hols..but oh well.. no choice ;)

sw is damn lame damn lame damn lame but is also a failure in laming about raccoons => failure in lameness. hahahhah :DD

2009-03-02T01:06:00.000-08:00

crap. i'm starting to get a bit regretful over not goin for hcac
sch is so sien!!! worse is need to face that stupid damn hilarious mc. garhh
and i could hav skip ss test this friday lah.. damn loads of pages to study.. i even started to yawn at pg 33 when there r 20 more to go -.-
nvmd..
i shall jz help the others to collect hw lah
xi sheng xiao wo wan cheng da wo :D
and.. i cant bang sei sw in sch :D （nah sw, ur name appear in my post le! happy? (: )

haih i would hav known that i would regret one lah. coz i always do..

damn it. why i see ur name everywhere ://

2009-02-28T08:06:00.000-08:00

events that are more 'special' this week..?
nth really special actually
even if there is i cant really rmb..my days jz passed day by day aimlessly..
anyway..thurs was fun. went to mcD with felicia yvonne and the others for lunch before cca. had filletofish and apple pie..and crap. the mayonaise from the burger and the apple from the pie squirted on my pinafore..-.- so yucks after tat it rained super heavily in all a sudden.. and we ran back to sch! i was wet from head to toe..luckily got leotard to change into.. but in the end still had to go back to hostel in wet pinafore and shoes in the super cold bus. but it was damn fun. my wish to run in the rain finally came true :DD

and stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid mccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc
why change my partner away ):

i saw a 流星 ytd! seriously i did!!! one big one small..how lucky man :D it was my first time seeing one in my whole life time! but didnt manage to make any wish -.-

today's cca was the most tiring ever...i got so hungry that i even felt dizzy when dancing..but nvmd at least the dance is almost complete now :D and i'm dancing almost all parts. yay!!

2009-02-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

finally got over this super lousy horrible dreadful wk7! managed to survive through it with big smiles all along :D
but today..after geog test..at last..my whole being turned so sien diao. lyk system down -.-

and dunno y i simply got so frustrated and teed off jz by the dumb washing machine! as it ate my 1 dollar and yet still could not work. damnit. i had to walk up and down the stairs for three times. but it was jz soooo minor. i wonder was it actually other things tat had accumulated inside before and exploded out all at once when the washingmachine bcame the last straw...i wonder...
): y today? at that point of time? at that moment? when i was lyk this? why not before? or maybe later???? ...haih. life is jz so unfair...

recaping wk7...actually oso not bad lah. coz jz kept studying mugging mugging and mugging and hence time passed kinda fast... and i'm lyk numb to cca oredi.. but pe was quite fun playing football lah. got damn high. i shouted goal even before i kicked the ball and eventually the ball didnt go into the goal too. duh. and i skipped morning jog coz of duty! muahhahahahaha :D

i want nobody nobody but you
i want nobody nobody but chicken-ne-ne! ;)

2009-02-14T20:57:00.001-08:00

MUGGING SUX! BOO!!!!!!!!

2009-02-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

damnit
can u and u jz stop talking to me?
i'm getting irritated
getting intolerable
cant u jz be more considerate or understanding or sensitive?
i dun mind that
but i mind this.. and other things
damnit
why am i getting frustrated over this
letting it affect my mood and my whole being
stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-14T17:15:00.000-08:00

didnt hav a good slp last night..

haih..

and i dreamt of owh again...
not really dream of owh. but someone telling me about owh

2009-02-14T06:14:00.000-08:00

tagged by kwanli. finally, i manage to spare time out to do the tag XD

1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
depends.. if on shopping spree, probably more than 50dollars in a day..

2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
FRIENDS (:

3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
not often -.-

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
no. lack of self-esteem..

5. How many babies do you want?
one gal one boy?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
YES!!

7. What is your goal for this year?
to be able to survive through sec3 smoothly and HAPPILY... dance well (:

8. What kept you of being who you are?
friends (:

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?
uh..caring..understanding..sensitive..loyal..good-looking..sporting..cheerful..playful..not underweight not overweight..romantic?

10. What are you really afraid of?
loneliness..

11. What are your bad habits?
to worry about things that shouldnt be fret over

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
erm..

13. State a random fact about yourself.
i'm short and i admit it even though i jump a lot work out a lot eat a lot -.-

14. What does flying means to you?
my dreamS come true :D

15. What do you crave for most currently?
to go out and have fun and for all tests and assignments to disappear!

16. Most unexpected gift you receive so far and when?
from my dad and mum <33

17. Describe the person who tagged you.
hmm..nice and hardworking and a chi pro. but didnt see her for 2 years plus oredi though..

18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
eat wat i want to eat :D and do wat i want to do! but not all of the time la ):

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
i dunno wat will become of me. but i wanna be someone having a happy, xin4 fu2 life..:D

20. If you can choose how you want to end your life, how would it be?
to die at the old age of 100!

2009-02-14T03:03:00.000-08:00

okay i think i shall keep my blog alive.. my responsibility..
i get so damn tired every sat after coming back from cca tt i seriously need a nap when i actually rarely take naps..
4 hours of dancing..but okaylah. at least we completed our dance oredi! (: today was productive. and quite fun. even though i slept only for 5 hours ++ during the night before..dance kept me superly awake.. and only when i come back to hostel i totally collapse.. whole body aching -.- but it's a good sign! hahah :D
and ptff walao. everytime around 1++pm along upper bt road it'll jam lyk mad! i was in 74 for lyk 50 minutes??!!

anyway
happy valentine's to everyone!! -choc choc choc!!! :D
to those coupled- may ur relationship go 'steady' (: hahah. today shall leave u a sweet memory..
to those single- happy valentine's too! :D get urself high man!

argh i jz cant stop eating...
coz..
there r damn loads of things to mug D;
important stuffs for next wk..
-bio
-geog
-amaths
-elit
-physics q&a
-chi compo
-SLP

anyway..jiayou!!
die den die la. so what
coz i noe i'm still alive (:
and i dun hav the mood to mug..

my v dinner was 'horrible'.............-.-

2009-02-04T00:11:00.001-08:00

haih why is the time passing so slow.. D; so slow! way way way slowerrrrr than a slow super slow snail! damnit
dreadful sch..cca..
i seem to hate goin to sch a lot now. dunno y. probably coz of the mind-gruelling lessons and workload lah. and cca! omg damn sien la -.- but cant blame anyone for this oso. haih. coz it's my fate man. would we ever get gold? or even silver or bronze? my one and only solely syf eh -.- aiya nvmd la i dun really mind..but the thing is..cca on saturday is now extended to from 8am to 12pm! omg. 4 hours!!!!! and i'll need to wake up at 6! wat's the difference between any other normal sch days man. my lovely sat morning! at least cant i slp until 7? haih.. who to blame? my fate again.. D; i jz cant help about this.. as in 4 hours..can our body or mind even take it? and we hav oredi sacrificed our last yr's nov hol eh! D;
hmm..
how i wish i can stay slping forever..be a slping beauty..eh no not suitable..slping queen lah i should say. lol
suprisingly..i dreamt of wai hung ytd nite!
omg. so unexpected..
in d dream i invited my frens over to my house..and unknowingly astoundingly shockingly waihung came! -.- lyk out of the blue..
den erm erm he did sth to me that he used to do..
and in all a sudden out of the silence i shouted gou4 le4! get out of my house now! lyk really shout eh! -.- damn weird and funny dream..hahhaa
wonder how's he now though. heard from qile that's he has seriously became a gangster now..):
another dream..i dreamt of entk confessing to me -.- blah lah. hahah. damn funny. but touching. hahahhahaha. jz feel lyk laughing at the thought of it
lol. laylian..i wanna tell u all these! i bet u'll die from laughing. hahah

sometimes i wonder too
how would i be now if i'm studying in m'sia instead?

2009-01-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

skipping sch lalala~
:D
lol
go back spore mati lah. ying1 gai1 got a lot of things to catch up.. and i'm not doin any selfstudying nor revision here D;
but
i love cny!!!
everyday eat slp play watch tv nth else..
too many nice shows
lol
i finished drinking a can of carlsberg beer at my waipo's house..
then my face got so damn red and hot and sakit kepala..heart beat damn fast
1st time drinking.. chao shuang haha. but the aftereffects super teruk lah
but i wasnt drunk.. 5% only lah ;)

somehow i'm in love with fannwong's movie now..
laoshijialaoda and jzfollowlaw rock!
i wanna watch the wedding game!! D; but my head still aching now..how to go for cinema show --

2009-01-24T22:03:00.000-08:00

random pic.. see the heart there? such a lovely coincidence rite. hhaha. took it while in d bus..

2009-01-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

more random pics here i took today :D coz my mood was good! hahha
today passed lyk a zoom la. coz had 2 tests..and was busy decorating classroom and preparing for assumbly. garh stading during assembly was so sien -- and damn awkward
ptff. she really super.. haih -- i hav no words to describe her. she's funny, interesting, amusing and yet irritating at the same time! D; and ohya, demanding/imperious --

hahah. felicia and chyi fang are always in the view (with un-glam actions Xp). sry not on purpose one okay! it was jz so coincident that u both were inside when i snapped random pics ;D

anyway..i dun really lyk sch. but i love the dance studio!!! :DDDD

coz it has air-cond

and coz it has mirrors :D

yay! finally going back home tmr!! :DDD

uh but somehow i dunno y.. part of me dun feel lyk goin back.. and i hav actually been very looking forward to tmr since weeks ago.. haih. if some kind soul can tell me the reason for this.. i'll appreciate it very much. lol (:

anyway, early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL ;DDD

i'll be skipping sch tmr! woohoo! while u all are sweating lyk mad under the hot sun tmr, i'll be enjoying the air-cond in d bus :DDD and while u all are trying to concentrate in class for lessons but kept being distracted by cny mood, i'll still be enjoying my air-cond in d bus. lol :DD

2009-01-21T00:58:00.000-08:00

super random pictures taken right before our geog test on tues! and when mstsw came in i was still snapping photo lyk super damn obvious. luckily she didnt catch me :D

i see felicia's leotard! ;D

i was damn obsessed in playing with my phone..and the next moment i only realised that geog test is gonna start in jz a few seconds!

and my geog test is so damn screwed tat i jz dun wanna care --

i wrote a whole chunk of para when it asked us to draw and illustrate! but at least i still drew the diagram la. but without much labelling :'( it's 8 marks eh!

garh fine. dun care la. currently in cny mood :D

and this's a pic of the dolphin dustbin in the fam lounge. today's my first time having lyk so much time left after eating during recess! omg. so happy and relax la can :D coz normally i only hav 5mins or even less to eat coz of duty --

stayed back after sch for class deco again..walao it's lyk i stay back almost everyday? -- and when i'm not even in charge of it!

she's super demanding and pissing off lah. feel lyk strangling her -- or telling her in her face that why dont she do it or buy it instead

haih nvmd. at least i kinda enjoyed the process :D aiya i jz do my own way la. heck care bout her comments D;

i know my class deco rox :D

but it's stilll not the complete yet one lah. still hav to do lastmin work tmr during recess D;

2009-01-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

countdown:
3moredaystoCNY :DD
erm ok lah. it's actually 5 or 6 more days to cny..but still. i lyk to think it in a positive way ;D
and i'm gonna skip sch this fri and next wed! and skip a gong1 han2 test. omg. it'll be my 1st test that i'll be skipping! YAY. and i'm skipping it for the sake of cny. i'm so glad :D
in a super good mood today. even though i was lyk practically d last person to leave d classroom for d cny class deco -.-
and somehow i dunno y, i'm lyk in all a sudden in charge of d stupid class deco thingy! when i'm not even in aesthetic! walao..d pissing-off mc la. as if i'm d only person she knows in d class
sometimes i really feel lyk a fool..

lalala..i jz ate dark choc. damn high now :D
no mood to study geog la! and plus, there's no sdls. omg, how can u expect me to concentrate in d room --..unless u tempt me with food :DD
gosh. i'm even doubting tat i'm getting skinnier and skinnier -- my appetite's terribly big lately. and has been lasting for weeks! even sw says i eat a lot. hahha ;D

aiya go study geog la u lazy bump! D;

2009-01-19T00:46:00.000-08:00

had a meaningful + happy weekend :D
it wasnt really productive though. coz i hard;y studied anything when i'm having 3 or 4 tests this wk
but i rather flung my test to being happy :DD
i played bball!
and sw and me coloured/painted the cluster board and decorated our cluster with d cny stuffs (:
take a look at our art piece man! (:

it's nice rite? i know that. hahaha ;D ok la. i can say tat it's not really perfect. but oredi quite good seeing that we didnt even use any pencil to sketch
and
well, it's copyrighted (: no copycats okay!
but argh dun hav a touch of d cny mood ://

sw made me sign 1st! and i was very jing3 zhang1 and so my signature turn out so freaking screwed --..i re-signed and re-signed lyk 3 or 4 times..

and i won the tic-tac-toe man! twice! ;DD (i'm x, sw's o) see see see? :D i'm pro!!

2009-01-17T16:55:00.000-08:00

didnt blog for long time d. reason: too bz/ too lazy --
anyway..the first thing is
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA <33
love ya! always. u r d best man :D
and at least one gd news which cheered my damn depressing day up was tat the postman delivered d letter to my house today jz in time! :D omg i didnt know tat i'm so pro and so accurate! hahaha lol. i hav the supernatural power of foresight ;D
today's morning part was damn saddening. a waste of time. and worse, i was feeling so sick during cca.. gotta wake up at 6.45am. cca dragged until 12.30 summore. and i hardly learn any new steps either! i spent my entire time stoning and yawning and my tears coming out nia. damn pissing off
oh and my senior has migrating off to canada..wish her all the best there! (:
then i had lunch outside coz my cca was prolonged so i couldnt come back in time for lunch -- how sad
and i had a nap! too tired --..my eyes were damn watery. i dreamt of sth..(: cant rmb le
and i couldnt concentrate on geog lah. stupid plate tectonics. so complicated for wat! haih. pure geog pure geog. i hate pure geog :// and it's jz d start..aiya die la. so i went to d music room with xy! (:
then bball!!;D tat's my only way out of all these despairing stuffs

2009-01-13T23:58:00.000-08:00

damn tired. and i made a right choice to skip remedial! :D coz i bet i'll be jz sleeping in class if i go.
anyway, i seriously slept and even had a short and sweet dream during d noon's prayer! lyk even only for a few seconds.. :D this jz shows how tired i am
i need SLEEP
and..my syf dance is so totally wholly screwed! :// hopeless..my first and d last syf and d one and only syf. efforts of staying back during d hols all down d drain..
haih
hopefully wang laoshi can realise how screwed we are!

ptff. wat the flowery fishy flower fish la! --
walao..pissed off by some teacher

and..canteen duty is...super duper uper sien. and worse, pointless --
my recess and lunch for this whole week is damn terrible. only 5 mins or even less for eating time
this seriously sux!

aiya everything screwed la

nvmd

look on the bright side (:
nine more days to GOIN HOMEEEEE :D
and 2 more days to my mum's big day! :D and to d day which my sat cca will start.. D;

i'm dreading sch.. eventhough there were fun times..

2009-01-10T16:47:00.000-08:00

okay..hazel wants me to post. so i shall post

i'm dying in the first week of sch oredi D;

2009-01-04T13:28:00.000-08:00

in a bball frenzy
ytd
played at noon. with sy sw xy and sec ones
played at night. with wy zw sy sw joyce ft grace
:D
haven been feeling so nice after a long time

today
played again at noon. with sw kr yc zw
body aching now --
very suan..

2009-01-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

1st day of sch was jz soooo boring. but at least my form teacher was quite nice and funny. jovial (:
i nearly fell asleep during d safety and precaution talk..i even asked chyi fang to slap me..but she didnt say anything. bu she de ba..hahah
haiz. no sleeping during lessons and assembly. no phone. no talking..
i seriously need to get used to this 'NEW SYSTEM' now D; sad
and i'm gonna hav a super busy year ahead.. which i dun want ahhhh

jz..misunderstandings..
think positively..
and get over it :D

but i really felt lyk crying..
but held back d tears instead
coz. dont spoil my eyes (: lol
crying is jz no good --

damn tired now..
and my bank account..omg. MY MONEY!! D;
ME, YIYIN, SHALL NOT GO OUT AND HAV FUN FOR THIS YEAR AND SHE SHALL SAVE THOSE MONEY!
shopped too much last yr ): coz of cca lah! had to stay back..too bored. and so i shopped off all my money :'(

a post of random passages --

2008-12-31T19:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL ;D
so suay. i was too tired and fell asleep before countdown last nite
and when i woke up at 9 today, whoa 9 msgs appear on my phone
lol
and i'm gonna change my bus ticket today! to skip d sch's cny cele and go back home earlier :D

2008-12-31T10:20:00.000-08:00

not a lonely night
but a lonely sleep..
again --
but nvmd, i wont be sleeping alone any longer from today onwards! :D

hmm
fuyoh
i shouted two bad words i hav never mouthed before ytd before slp
hahha
damnyou
(:
and ps..i'm not insane --
yet

2008-12-30T16:14:00.000-08:00

i grabbed this from yvoone's blog. since i hav nth to do.. poor me. owh ):

Name : Yiyin
Nicknames : lyy. lammylemons --
Name spelled backwards : niyiy... (mirror image? lol)
Birthday : somewhere in 2009
Glasses or contacts : both
Hair colour : black (sometimes darkbrown)
Hairstyle : super layered
Brand name for clothes : no specification
Brand name for shoes : no specification --
Candy : marshmallow! and dried fruits :D
Colour : black and white
Cookie : ALL
Drink : wheatgrass.honeylemon.100plus
Fast food places : mcD.wendy's.subway
Food : M'SIA/HOME punya FOOD ;D
Ice-cream flavour : ALL
Subject in school : currently dreading sch
Of all your friends
The best advisor : shinwei. mum actually..
The best hair : i lyk my hair :D
The best handwriting : chingwen
The dirtiest mind : me? lol
The funniest : yvonnewen. laylian. shinwei ... (manymore)
The prettiest : chyifang. shinwei. py ... (manymore)
The loudest : yvonnewen.and me! lol
The most trusting : shinwei
The nicest eyes : samantha!
The smartest : many are smart..
The tallest : edna. joyce. peili
Have you everBeen on stage : yes
Cheated on a test : yea..once -- in p3
Gone to camp : YES and I LOVE CAMPS! owh miss those camps so much ):
Keep a secret from anyone : yes
Stolen anything : no
The last
Movie watched : YESMAN
Called you : mum
People who saw you cry : peiyun
Thing you ate : jap sushi thingy
Thing you drank : water
-Others-
If you could describe yourself in 3 words : emotional. gullible. blur
What are some of your fav junk food : choc! and snacks
What colour are your bedroom wall : hostel's-white. home's-green
What is/are your favourite thing(s) to do during weekends : slp. slack. outings. bball
Pass this on to..
anyone who's feeling bored lyk me!

gosh i'm feeling so sleepy now.. zz

*happy camping! :D

2008-12-30T03:36:00.000-08:00

damnit. -- y didn't d time pass slower. lol
anyway..
i'm kinda used to d hostel environment back again.. at least not feeling that homesick anymore

reached sg around 4pm plus semalam
dunno how many drops of tears fell off in d bus..damn embarrassing.. :X (thx for smsing though, ppl (:)
it's my 1st time coming back without parents for d start of d yr. and i noe tat my parents are never coming down. but nvmd. i'm INDEPENDENT! lol

so..
same room. same bed. same roommates. eh no xinyuun's not my roommate anymore! SAD D;
a malaysian replaced xy..but according to peiyun, she came on fri..and left on mon oredi -- coz she wanted to apply for another scholarship. lol. so now there's an extra bed in my room! anyone..feel free to come and slp here if u r roomless ;D

when i reached my cluster..i was oredi on d verge of tears..
and saw this new girl sitting at d tv area..smiling to me. so i jz feebly smiled back
i went into my old room. TOTALLY EMPTY! lyk so quiet and lonely..and sadenning!
then i started to burst into tears
then d gal came in and said hi..and i took back my tears immediately -- and started chatting with her..
she's called peiyun. going sec three..and she saved my tears :D lol

damn
hate unpacking
i used lyk dunno how many hours to unpack all my stuffs and shift everything from d study room! thanks peiyun for ur help (:
and uh..i still hav another luggage currently waiting for sueyi's mum to fetch it over --

didnt hav appetite to eat. and d food are not at all appetizing --

woke up at 6am today. freaking early..-- jz for dumb cca!
and lol. it was jz utterly waste of time! shouldn't hav come for it. should hav jz skip it and stay in m'sia. and come back only on wed! yea i'm so stupid. come back so early when d hostel is still lyk so ppl-less jz for tis one-day cca
didnt really do any dance during cca. jz ji1 ben3 gong1.. which everyone uh ah ouch a lot..including me. coz i FORGET to stretch/practise during hol lol. and a thingy called 'workshop' which was uh meaningless.. and a few new dance steps at d end

but erm ok la..at least i met my dance friends again (:
went to buy ear sticks with chyi fang after tat
and i bought my fav cheesecake and spongecake and some jap sushi thingy to cheer my day up :D

and i hav nth to do now. -- totally no mood for book. no more shopping. no dota.
haiz.. i miss home. and triple too.. she was such a fun jerk! haha
opps and pyramid too! D;

2008-12-28T19:28:00.000-08:00

stayed at home. simply played dota and watched my bro played gg and smsed msned the whole day
tat's how i spent my last day in m'sia before goin back
walao ah
garh
feel lyk scolding bad words.. --
shall be a guai kia lol
so..
ptff
damn
hmph
wat else?
can't think of anything more other than bad words
--
my last nite here.. i'm gonna tong xiaoooooooo! ;D

shit haven finished packing yet..
sien D;

2008-12-27T20:05:00.000-08:00

played dota..damn lousy --
went to pyramid again
had hartz chicken buffet for lunch
damn full..
bought 2 shirts and a shorts :D

2008-12-27T11:19:00.000-08:00

ytd
afternoon
tried playing dota for a while. ptff. i entered into d custom game and my bro exit it and pressed d campaign one for me..saying tat's d best one for me to play. walao damn. -- haha fine wateva la. i played campaign for a while then switched to custom..not lyk i dunno how to set rite ;D
i played super landiao --
3pm
went to pyramid with yan,xian,pei and aunty low..shop all d way till 9pm plus. foot pain lyk hell. d stupid shoes la --
helped yan to choose her skirt and top.. i didnt buy anything for myself D;
only bought my contacts solution and my dad's (ngao si) which cost 5.40dollars at d titbits shop.. when my dad asked me to only buy 3 dollars. walao ptff. didnt noe tat it's damn ex
but lucky tat i managed to claim my money back :D

and triple is super noisy. bit my thumb ..and my thumb bled! damn --

2008-12-25T15:32:00.000-08:00

triple playing my laptop :D
btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!
uh. today i'm not in any christmas mood at all. more of sleepy mood -- zzz. i slept at 12.30am..and expecting myself to wake up at 12pm. but walao..who knows i woke up at 9.30am damn early? gosh. i want to slp ... post-2 days consecutive outing-effect
i shall jz stay at home and slp for christmas.. ;D

2008-12-25T14:42:00.000-08:00

ytd. 24th december :D christmas eve!
didn't go timesquare with my bro in the end ): coz they'll only be back around 8 or 9pm. and my mum dun allow me to take bus back alone :// and i can't afford to miss my another programme at yan's church (:
so argh. gave up on tq. i'll jz go there someday when i'm big enough to

so..
i went to sp (again. --) with chingwen!
she's goin genting today. and coming back next mon when i'm leaving..so this shall be our last memorable moment seeing each other! lol

so coincident huh? we were both wearing tops of about d same colour
i simply LOVE D PYRAMID TOILET ;D shall take more pics of it before i go back sg ...

we went for YES MAN. and lucky that we got a couple seat. lol. if not i would have died sitting at the first 2nd row with my neck stretched and head stuck facing upwards for 2 hours.

thanks to my bag..i managed to secretly and safely brought our healthy jambus and pineapples into the threatre! :D

YES MAN is jz so hilarious! wayyy better than thedaywhentheearthstoodstill. u guys jz hav to watch it!

i dun wanna say wat happened next when we went into the arcade for d 3rd time . chingwen with her nasty ideas

ish. i belanja-ed her a movie + her pineapples

and for HER BIRTHDAY. i did it. cant believe it -- i dun wanna recall myself at that time. damn embarrassing -- lol

a so called super belated 1909 birthday. ptff. fine nvmd. tat shall be my last gift to her for this yr (:

cw, i didnt ask anything for my super belated 2204 birthday (lol. not if u consider tat small mouth of MELON icecream is) so i shall hav d right to ask for 2 in 2009 :D

wateva. depends on my mood..

i still had a great fun with her (: sang jinglebell and christmasiscomingtotown very randomly

btw, jz HAPPY BIRTHDAY CPC!

in cw's dad car. had a great time with her :D

my baskin robbin icecream!

lol no la. it's actually d thanksforthememories book which cw returned inside d paperbag. i couldnt stuff it into my bag anymore.. so i asked a PLASTIC bag from d person when i bought the icecream (cant rmb wat flavour..and i dun need to noe it as long as it's nice :D) and what i got is this PAPERbag lol. nvmd la. at least better than nth

i prefer this side (:

reached home at about 6 plus.. den brought triple out for a stroll

eat. bathe again. then off to yan's church for ping2 an1 ye4 :D wat is it called in eng btw? safe night? lol. sounds weird..nmvd --

yipei.a sweet girl (:

pei and me (: she looks lyk she's in a daze..?

xian.yan.pei.me :D

look what delicious supper we had :D we went for another few numbers of helping again after tat. i love the fruit tart and cream puff and sushi and hotdog there d most :D and aunty low's agar-agar!

owh. i'm obviously getting heavier and heavier. sugar. and from d whole packet of marshmellows tat i hav finished them myself earlier before! --

argh nvmd lah. since i hav only 4 days left here ):

d pretty church

erm no idea who's this.. but he's so cute XD

xian. erm eating sth gross?

and goin to d toilet to vomit it out

so happy after puking it outshe's smiling oredi :D

lol. those are jz crapping btw. my creative made-up story (:

coz the food were so damn nice! how can u puke them out rite

all i can say is.. A WONDERFUL DAY and MEMORABLE CHRISTMAS EVE :D

i love d part most when we sang d songs..and swaying our hands with d mini-torchlights. and when we were gila-ing when eating ;D

2008-12-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

went to pyramid (again. pyramid's lyk my 2nd home in m'sia lol) with cheryl and yvonne. 2nd time with cheryl..1st time with yvonne. well, we dun seem stranger to each other though ;D it was a fun great day! ignore d amount of money we spent in sakae sushi lol. haha

jz see how much we hav taken and EATEN ;D
sum up to be 47.25 dollars btw. whoops. tat's y i said ignore d amount of money we spent!
i cha-ching and came out with a 50dollars to pay up 1st. den i was a loanshark. collected 15 from each of them..i paid more arh. --
angpau money habis. lol :D

me. drinking tea. cheryl. playing with her camera? lol. contrasting actions ..hahah

yvoone (:

a serious one. me, cheryl (:

yvonne say this person in this pic doesn't look lyk me --..and IT'S ME! i look lyk me ;D
we saw this squiggly clownish hat in SnJ ;D nice huh? lol. lyk maggi mee. jz tat it's FULL OF POISONOUS COLOURING AND NOT EDIBLE
ptff. bad squiggly maggimee covered my eye!

so si1 man3?

i bravely hugged the santa's hand!

p.s. santa, it's my act of love to you coz i want presents :D

then we went to asian ave's snowy to drink. they call it lala gai1

though, i still lyk lala gai1 even though lala are everywhere! they are? lol

i jz think that asian ave is full of life :D and cosy

doin sth..

then i started singing to the wateva song they played i cant rmb..and my face went distorted! and yvonne caught it --

me and cheryl again (:

me and yvonne again (:

our drinks! honeydew sago and mango

both mineee ;D

no lah mine's only d mango one

tegang. coz yvonne snapping my pic. lol

someone pls tell me that i'm not a reindeer leh..

me and cheryl again after yvonne left. i asked an indian aunty to take this for us. thanks so much aunty :D

then i went toilet. i simply jz love pyramid's toilet!!

it was EMPTY! no one at all. for d 1st time. lol. i still rmb myself queueing for it --

me. haha. gosh. curse myself for damaging my face by making a scar there with my stupid dumb long nails -- ahhhh ): poor me

good nite ppl. goin to timesquare tmr (:

2008-12-22T16:00:00.000-08:00

tagged by peiyein (: (funny ques..haha)

Fill 10 spots with the people you wanna tag. If you ran out of people use characters from movies, books or made-up ones to fill the spots.*I'm feeling , sentimental . So I'll tag the people who were there for me & fictional characters .*(You dont have to do it,I'm just filling in names-.-)

1. Chingwen
2. Cherylyeap
3. Hazel
4. Claragoh
5. Claralee
6. Shinwei
7. Justin
8. Shushien
9. Kairou
10. Xinyuun

1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
they make frens. then 4 starts to sing, 3 starts to dance, and 8 starts to drama out :D

2) 9 tries to get 5 into a strip club.
nah. 9 is a councillor. she'll never do tat

3) You need to stay in a friend's house for a night. Who will you choose, 1 or 6?`
i wont mind both of them ;D

4) 2 and 7 are making out, 10 walks in. What happens?`
IMPOSSIBLE. ptff

5) 3 falls in love with 6, 8 is jealous. What happens?`
nah we girls are not les! so wat if we are in an all-gals sch :D

6) 4 jumps to you in a dark alleyway, who saves you? 2,7, or 10?`
10. coz it'll be happening in s'pore then

7) 1 starts her cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?`
she's bakar-ing rice with fire. scout cooking demonstration (:

8) 3 has to marry 8,4 or 9. Who will they choose?`
uh no idea..3 doesnt know either one of them

9) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's freedom.`
tat won't happen lah --

10) Everyone gangs up on 3, does 3 has a chance in hell?`
hahaha. she can scream all d way!

11) Everyone is invited for 2 and 10's wedding except 8, how does 8 react?`
i said.. WE GALS ARE NOT LES!

12) Why is 6 afraid of 7?`
uh..

13) 1 is late for 2 and 10's wedding. Why is that?`
gosh. i shall repeat this again. WE GALS ARE NOT LES

14) 5 and 9 are drunk at your house. What happens?`
let them slp over lah dots --

15) 9 murders 2's best friend. What is 2 revenge on 9?`
0.00000000001% chance tat 9 will be a murderer

16) 1 and 6 are in mortal danger. Does 6 save her/himself or 1?
6 so smart. she'll manage to save both herself and 1 ;D

17) 8 and 3 go camping and for some reason they forget to bring any food. What will they do?` eat d leaves lyk primitive ppl. hahha :D

18) 5 is in a car crash and is injured. What does 9 do?`
999

2008-12-21T03:56:00.000-08:00

冬至节快乐 everyone! :D
22冬至.24平安夜.25圣诞
garh. another SEVEN DAYS ONLY. walao. damn cca --
i'm dreading christmas actually.. sry ppl
coz i'm so NOT looking forward to sch!

anyway.. i went to yan's house to make tang yuan today :D with yeexian and pei too!
it was fun
we made tangyuan of all kind of shapes! so..they weren't actually called tangYUAN anymore..they were tangLONGBREAD tangSMILEYS tangSOFA tangPOKKADOTSBALL ;DD they were so adorable. but i couldnt find my tanglaogonggong back ):

went to pasarmalam afterward..bought many makanan. i'm having 'more and more flesh now' lol -- and i didnt work out today as i have told myself to be4! hahah nvmd. I DONT MIND :DD
i have only one week more. and this is SUPER SAD D;

2008-12-20T22:50:00.000-08:00

i caught my dog sleeping in d toilet! uh wat's wrong with her.. demam gua. poor thing..

2008-12-20T22:43:00.000-08:00

wake up. makan. then off to kajang..my mum's hometown. where my grandma stays. lol obviously la --..
it was boring in d car.. and worse, SEARINGLY HOT. my mum forced me to seat at d front seat. walao
coz nth to do. so i started fiddling with my handphone :D

BEWARE U ALL OUT THERE D CAR IS FALLING

coollo car. i shall dream of being in this car tonite ;D

and then, i'm dead. due to boredom and the main factor, the HEAT

ate at hawker centre. my mum ordered coffee bing less ice. and the gal thought my mum ordered coffee bing AND nes(cafe) ice. -- so we had to take in another extra drinks..funny event. lol

played checker with cousin. read a bit of his "damn lousy hostel" comic. then balik liao. coz the house is painting..eh no uncle is painting the house. so everyone's too busy to entertain us --

reached home. played bball in d hot sun. makan. MADE MY OWN EARRINGS ;D I'M MARVELOUS. lol. btw, i made my earrings. a record okay!
mandi. then off to pyramid to eat at BarBQ plaza ;DD

my mum ordered THREE HUGE PLATES when there were only me, dad, auntie and herself!

see? all RAW. jijik. and i'm only goin to eat the cooked one. the ones that i cooked myself :D

so clean huh

d process/d way i eat :D
after 45 mins or so.

i can't believe tat 4 of us had actually finished ALL!! gosh. i seriously need to get worked out ；O

poor washers..

dad :D (trying to look away so u dun hav to pay d bills huh? i won't let cha ;) )

i look lyk my dad!

lol. i noe tat --

and..my 18yrs old bro look sooo lyk my mum. he was not there with us btw

another piece of random information..i think my bro looks so much better with his new specs ;D

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2008-12-20T03:41:00.000-08:00

Maxis Multimedia Message Viewer
see this. damn cute =） and lame. lol

2008-12-19T21:55:00.000-08:00

woke up at 6.45am. damn early huh --

all for the sake of going to d gymnastic's grading

haven seen everyone for veeery long. so i wouldn't regret..not even a single bit..to wake up so early ;D

it's at d jaya square.. but i went to d wrong place thinking tat it was at subang jaya square! ptff. why can't ppl name d places with names distinctively different from the others?

nvmd. btw, i was 'working'. my job was to write down d scores for ppl to see. gosh..i mistook d hoop symbol as a ball's and d ribbon's as rope! uh..i messed up everything -- and, d scores are way TOO IMPORTANT for me to mess them up okay ): 2 yrs away from gymnastic..tis is wat i get. hahah

tanai.weini.me.cw :D

cute.weini.and.tanai

flexible.cw

nth about these 2 actually. i jz find that they made an amusing pair..;D

and then..

in cw's car. on our way to 1u! woohoo :DD

2008-12-19T21:50:00.000-08:00

at 1u
makan at d charms

d syrup bandung for cw, teh for weini, pandan drink for me :D

stir fried chee cheong fun. weini's desire (: and i haven been eating such stir fried things for lyk ages! i missed this sooooo much
we bought chicken kebab and ate at d charms although it wasn't from d charms. sry forgot to take pic. hahah

weini and me sat on this huge swing there (so comfortable ;D..poor cw sat on d wooden bench ;d) and weini kept rocking back and forth..so i couldn't eat properly --

eh no sry it's us actually. hahah. so we ordered ourselves to stop so we can eat (:

we walked a lot..

shopped a lot.. eh no it's supposed to be 'we window-shopped a lot'

in the end we had to half run and walk to d exit coz cw's mum was there oredi and we were late!

lucky tat we didn't watch d movie..if not we'll be even more short of time! 时间不够用啦！

didnt take many pics at 1u

coz we were so busy shopping at d 'craft shop' juz standing at d same spot all d time looking and choosing over tiny beads and charms.. girls are so picky huh! haha. and even these tiny minie little stuffs can add up to cost about 25dollars! walao --

then..

we are still not finished with d day yet

we walked around subang parade :D coz cw's mum had some meeting there i suppose?

cw LOVES zac efron coz he looks dreamy. u think so? i don't. muahahhaha (ps. cw's holding a guy-bie doll!)

she hates vanessa. but i LOVE her ;D (ps. she's holding a barbie doll..boo!)

yea my lego. i stacked them up in jz one min okay?

then off to d arcade!!

we played lyk 3 or 4 times of the bball one and yet we couldn't hit 150points! 3 ppl playing uhum.

hmm..my advice to u guys here, practise shooting at bball court 1st then only play at d arcade. coz bball court is free..den go use ur money only when u r pro enough to spend!

i rode a motorbike WITHOUT HELMET ;D

cw was goin off to d space without d astronaut suit. whoa

BYE CHINGWEN. c u next century

see? i can still sit this merry go round even i'm 14! not lyk d sunway lagoon one. ptff. how dare d guy shoo-ed us off saying tat only kids allowed ://
(see my sandal? :D)

my sandal SMELLS NICE ;D

weini faces d music

cw dreams out of d window

guess where this mirror is

at d fish spa! ;D

cw wanna touch d tree

PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH D;

ignore d half of my body. look at the christmas trees. sooo nice and sparkling :D how i wished to take one back and decorate my no-christmas-mood house

i spent around 50dollars today! i can't believe it --

did someone steal my money? better admit it u little mean thief!!

argh i bought lyk so many more earrings today when i had bought so many the other day oredi -- curb myself man

reached home at about 7 plus pm. tired.. SLEEP ;DD

2008-12-18T21:09:00.000-08:00

nth special today
but
I HAD A VERY SUPER DUPER UPER TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY WHOLLY FREAKING EXPERIENCE
I WAS NEARLY ATTACKED BY A DAMN FREAKING-LOOKING FEMALE DOG.REALLY SHITE. uh bloody i can say? --
i was walking d dog to chingwen's house to thankfully return her psiloveyou. and i was halfway deterred by this yellowish whitish scary evil-looking dog. it wanted to attack d dog i think. and even though i immediately carried her up..d damn fierce bitch still followed us and it came so close to me! gosh. i think it seriously knocked my spirit away. uh no, scared is the word i should use.
anyway, the main thing is, i'm so darn grateful tat I MANAGED TO ESCAPE AND BLOG HERE ALIVE!!

2008-12-17T05:13:00.000-08:00

11 more days left to go back s'pore..
this is not countdown-ing
it's lamenting... :'(

2008-12-16T21:02:00.000-08:00

recapitulating..

shopping! ;D secretly actually ...

pyramid again though. well, other than sp i hav no where else to go --.. i hav never been to times square klcc the curve. and i went to 1u and midvalley once in my life time only. pathetic huh

wateva. i love pyramid!! :DD

i spent around 100dollars..my saved angpau money. lol

10 on reload

20 on a tee

10 on a half top

20 on slippers

20 on earrings

10 on necklace

another 10 on a thingy lyk an egg-human toy with a spring that goes up down up down. bouncy. yea. and cute ;)

though, there's sth i was kinda disappointed about. i wanted to buy this top.. but couldn't :'（ ...

and. i'm so darn regretful of getting my earrings off ytd nite. i tot it'll be ok to remove them since it's the 2nd plus wk oredi.. but uh i'm wrong --.. the back part bleed a bit..there's this crust thingy there. using ear sticks to replace the earrings now..hopefully everything will be fine.. i felt really faint and dizzy after removing them by force last nite

2008-12-14T21:33:00.001-08:00

okay. good news here. i lost interest in twilight oredi. or to continue the other edition of twilight. i'm so gonna save the money up for sth else better (: for example..shopping? ;D
and i'm not crazy over anything or any human creature now. so there, i'm sane now.
btw, keanu reeves rocks more then robert pattinson ;D

2008-12-14T21:20:00.000-08:00

ehausted. stinking. relieved.
relieved tat it's over..
well..it wasn't a very successful gathering after all..
thanks to me. -- a lousy organizer. i should hav plan it better lol

so..the 24 of us.. in a very crowded pyramid
we walked here walked there. no idea wat to do..
and the day when the earth stood still wasn't as nice as how its title sounds lyk. the earth didn't stand still --..
so i warn u guys out there..watch other movie if u want to go for cinema. and my another 11dollars..gone for nth!! ABSOLUTELY NTH! ptff. jz bcoz of the salesguy's stupid careless misktake

okay i admit it, i'm lousy at snooker. suck at it. but at least i had fun :D
and i was under 18. and i'm getting lung cancer soon. *i touched d wood

in the end we split up..
the guys were quite quiet..?
see wat 2 yrs can change man..

and ohya, at least i bought 2 pairs of earrings today. tat cheers me up
and managed to ask everyone to gather for a photo-taking..and asked someone to take it for us..but it was kinda blur. nvmd. and not really everyone too actually..

many changed..very dinstinctively. esp the boys..and their voices. i couldn't differentiate which voice is whose now. not at all! but at least i could still recognise everyone of them ;D

chingwen. me. peiyein

a very blurry picture of cw in a very smoky murky gloomy pool place. thanks to my lousy phone camera --

py.me.pl.ll.cw.edna

edna.ll.py
me.py

and i had a very 'funny', unappetizing lunch at the wendy's..caesar salad with grilled chic. the chic was not bad..but the salad..omg. so freaking 'vegetably'. i'm darn sick of vege now oredi i tell u. esp the green leafy one. i didnt take a pic of my lunch. coz it was way too grossed..i need someone to improve my dining etiquette very desperately!! and i repeated my sickness again. which was to laugh-longtime..and that reminded me of the times with shinwei.. haha. kinda miss her frankly (:

and gd nite ppl

and the possibility of me organizing another class gathering next yr would be 30%! so u guys, ur turn to organize ;D

the pool place. with the killer-gas --.. not tat choking to me after a while actually. lol. and i WAS 18 yrs old fyi ;D

even though it's kinda a failure of d gathering i can say.. i really appreaciate everyone's effort to attend and at least made it complete.. THANKS 6A'06. love u guys (:

the whole group of us.. some left oredi though ): there were 24 ppl i think (i looked horrible --)

the pics below are all EDITTED BY PEIYEIN. thanks sooo much py! （i'm too lazy to edit oredi..)

the boys

laylian. peiyein :D another version of cw.me.edna.py.pl <33

*i really regretted of saying yes and no.. can i take it back? pls?

2008-12-11T06:12:00.000-08:00

wonder what this is? (and see that tiny dark rectangular-like spot there?)
it's a glass. half filled with water. next to my laptop. and when i wanted to drink it, i saw this tiny bug on the brink of the glass. i wanted to shoo it away actually..but accidentally pushed it into the glass instead. and off it went swimming in the nice fresh water in the glass. and then my water was contaminated with the bug's smell (but i dunno wat smell) and it was still alive! swimming. then i took it out and freed it. i saved a life u know ;D i'm great. lol

hav u guys tried butter coffee? well, u better not. coz it looks utterly completely wholly gross.. my bro's butter coincidentally dripped into his breakfast coffee. there were blotches of oil at the surface there. damn ewww. and i dunno wat happened to my bro after he drank it. but he's still alive..not tat bad (:

2008-12-11T01:11:00.001-08:00

lazy to go for bball.
ate 3 cakes after having maggimee for lunch. cheese, choc, and blueberry vanilla.
yep, being in m'sia is the best of all ;D

2008-12-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

pissed off. by someone. that didn't keep in touch for long oredi.
even so, u don't hav to be so impertinent. so rude rite --..
ruined my pretty mood. ptff

and thanks chingwen. for ps i love you! ；D

sth random. there's actually still phuachukang show on tv now. ntv7. didnt noe that

and triple, u better not scratch me anymore! i'm full of bruises now okay. and dont try to claw on my face --

2008-12-07T21:55:00.000-08:00

went to sp

intended to buy twilight new moon eclipse and breaking dawn. finally got my dad agreed to buying the books! muaahahaa ;D

but out of stock. ALL. --..garh. darn. so disappointing..after all my hard work of persuasion ):

i found p.s i love u instead.. didn't buy. saving the money for my most-desired ones (:

bumped into laylian. too bad, u failed to scare me again. ahah. and never i'll get freaked out

went to toastbox..but the queue was long..and all tables occupied. so i bought the blackforest cake at breadtalk which i happily scoffed it all myself. btw, i didn't hav to pay for it. free. whee :D

sry..no pic of the intact perfect cake before i ate it. coz it was so tempting tat i forgot ;D

went to the wendy's for dinner. premium fish burger. fries. cheese and cheese baked potato. splendiferous :D

2008-12-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

morning 10am went to sp with ll
went to popular. all twilight sold out ):
went into the candy shop and tried the gummy samples (:
went to watch twilight :D
two words. FREAKING AWESOME! indescribable
gosh. EDWARD CULLEN. u r driving me utterly crazy!
and if u ask me wat's the thing that i will lyk the best for christmas..it'll simple be the set of twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn!

then, went to waffle house
oredered salmon waffle. 9 dollars. raw salmon..eww. and forgotten that waffle contains a lot of egg. darn. i'm so gonna be dead.
choi! touch luck

went home. still with ll
ate another round of lunch
taught ll how to make the dragonfly
played with triple. took pics
went out to mamak stall with yan pei xian her mom my mom and ll. shared cold syrup with ll
then byebye. yan pei and xian going to s'pore tmr for a 8-days hol. by plane. journey only takes 45 mins. compare it to my usual 5-hrs journey bus man. gosh..i'm so darn jealous okay! --..

and all the while i was discussing about twilight and edward cullen with ll! all the way till 6.30pm? argh. i lov DWARD CULLEN!! but duh..it's jz a fantasy afterall --..

fyi, i lov the character, not the person ;D

2008-11-30T19:23:00.000-08:00

went to market again in the morning.. had black coffee (yucks) kaya puff siew pao kuihs and egg tart for breakfast (: simply love to be here..
went to sp with my dad and mum
bought 5 books
from popular (:

from mph (: it's a set

from popular (:

all in hundred plus..my dad paid. duh. haha. but i paid for the 2 big bottles of listerine which cost nearly 40dollars --..

sry yvonne..no P.S i love you ):

we went to MPH first..and i saw it..and wanted to buy it..but coz i hav the popular card so i thought of searching it in popular then.. but there's none of it in popular even though i went round and round looking for it! :'( and we didn't go back to mph coz erm not in the way? sry..:( i promise that i'll go and look for it again when i go pyramid! and hmm..i think i'll be visiting sp again tis coming wed. haha

and noe what? i pierced my ears! gosh finally..after so many conditions set by my mum

it was erm..shocking.astonishing.stupefying.astounding.inconceivable.mind-boggling. lol..i was dumbfounded afer piercing. tat's all

and i can't eat my fav peanut now ): and i hav TOTALLY NO IDEA how to take care of it? someone tells me this..someone tells me tat..internet tells me another thing. dumb. should i rotate it? garhhh

and i dreamt about ed! dots. -- so random..haha

2008-11-29T18:32:00.000-08:00

morning..went to market. wanted to eat pao. but mum don't let! hmph. -- spoilt my morning mood oni. i was forced to eat the ban3 mian4 instead..with kopi cam1 teh. i want my pao la..walao. dun care wat bleaching agent or softening la..): i guess i'll never get to eat it again. and the own made one won't taste as nice too coz no softening --
after tt i OFFERED help to my mum to help her dig a hole in the ground to bury her prawn shells. ewww --.. well, my dad asked me to cangkul off the two banana plant heads too. gosh..i cangkul until the hoe rosak and my hand qi3 pao4..darn sakit. erm..my malay is still GOOD okay. i used 3 malay words here in total (: and ptff..cangkul is a hand-killer!

i cooked the lunch again! and ptff. my dad ate very a bit only. didn't even giv me face? ): haha. it was darn nice ok. coz i said so, my mum said so, my dog said so..and aunty amy said so too!
again egg frittata. but this time with cheese bun, grapes, bananas, raw carrot, cucumber, cameron bittergourd, tomato and potato (which i smashed myself) i ate a lot when cooking. and my mum found it out later when she came to inspect..and said i'm not qualified coz of my greedy mouth -- lol haha

and today's also my first time goin to 1utama. the first time in my whole entire life ok? i pleaded my dad for very long to bring me there oredi..and finally..today! :D
but well..it was a bit disappointing. can't blame anyone too though. instead..i felt a bit sry and bad for my dad and mum..
coz. the traffic was quite jam during the journey. and 1utama is quite far from my house..i can actually choose to go pyramid instead to buy my stuffs
at 1u i felt so lost there..-- the place is so erm..complicated?
after about 10mins walking..my mum suddenly felt very uneasy..and so we had to go home..haiz. i didn't get to see anything or buy anything at all (not even my books :'( )..but at least i managed to visit the toilet? lol. I PREFER PYRAMID'S TOILET MUCH MORE :D
hope i'll hav the chance to visit 1u again..? but i doubt it though..
nvmd. i shall keep it as my wish :D

2008-11-28T21:43:00.000-08:00

so..i went to pyramid with cherylyeap today :D and her fren's which i dun noe at all..yingying and jocelyn. and they are from lickhung(okay at least i noe this after a very short conversation with them..so awkward, i was the only one asking them ques and they were shyly answering me --..and they didn't even bother to talk to me or ask me anything! not even wanting to noe my name.. ): or maybe they were too shy --..am i tat scary ah? haha)

but overall, today's outing was okay lah (: at least i got the chance to at last talk face to face with shumin :D hoping to hav chance to go out with her again bah. coz today i didn't really be with her for long too..

after lunch (i ate sushi! sushi are the BEST :D YES!) i had a baskinrobbins choc mousse royale icecream with cone. darn NICE. although it's a bit chocolatey..and i regretted a bit after buying for not taking the yoghurt one instead.. but still, i was VERY HAPPY eating my chocmousseroyale :D and my pocket suffered another hole ... argh nvmd. it was all WORTH buying eating it!

later at 3.20pm they went to watch madagascar2..and coz i watched it before..so i didn't follow them. i went shopping around alone. haha

1st..went to mph..and saw this set of ceceilla's books!! omg..so 'tempting'!! and delicious. lol haha. my hand was so itchy when i saw then..touch here touch there. but no money to buy --..coz it was lyk 60plus dollars..and i hav spent 30dollars on buying my phone's reload..:( garh i hav to pay for my own phone -- sad

went to popular..bought tis book which was 33dollars..but after discount 25dollars. and i saw twilight and newmoon and breaking dawn!! gosh. my hand was lyk caressing them! here and there..!! and i loitered around the books for lyk half an hour? pondering wat to buy..tis or tat or tat? and then oni i decided on this bk.. wanted shopaholic and baby or remeber me? at first

the memory keeper's daughter! lol. i haven started reading the bk yet. but i hav peeled off its wrapper..new books jz smell so nice and feel so smooth! :D wondering whether will the bk be nice. i'm sure it will..coz i bought it. haha (:

omg i still hav SO MANY books tat i want to buy!! jodi picoult's..ceceilla's..sophie's..gosh. i jz wanna buy them all! and hopefully lll can manage to ask her fren to lend her twilight to me! and her newmoon :D thanks sooo much laylian! :DD

and yep. i am so gonna pull my dad over to popular and mph ONE FINE DAY to pay for all the books that i want to buy!! muahahahhaa. with his credit card. den i dun hav to use anymore of my angpau money!! haha :D

gosh. i saw water balloon and meiyee in pyramid. AGAIN --..but from far away..so didn't say hi or anything

met up with laylian before goin back! (: ahh lll, u should hav called me much earlier den i won't hav to walk alone!!! haha

eww i jz saw my dog eating and licking the black ant which was squirming around to get away! and i think my dog got it --..poor anty..haiz. and tsk! naughty triple

ahahaha. i can hear my dog snoring!! omg so cute :D and i clipped her hair up with the clip i bought for her at pyramid jz now (:

2008-11-27T17:59:00.000-08:00

YAY. finally, i had a dream last nite! omg..my wish of having a drem really came true!! darn happy :D
it was a very sweet dream. so sweet that i wouldn't want it to end..
i dreamt abt him. haha. tat's all. fullstop (:
goin pyramid later. woohooo. and meeting someone whom i hav never talked face-to-face before. and gonna get to noe some other strangers..

2008-11-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

#1.People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
#2.Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
#3.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by: justin
People tagged:
1 yvoonne! (:
2 yetjun
3 shushien *muahahhaha
4 alana
5 felicia
6 claralee
7 claraGOH
8 xinyuun
9 hazel
10 sharlene

[slightly.think so--] I am shorter than 5'4.
[y] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[y] I have many scars.
[n] I tan easily
[y] I wish my hair was a different color.
[n] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[n] I have a tattoo.
[y] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[n.and i need one] I have/I've had braces.
[y] I wear glasses.
[n] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[y] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[n] I have more than 2 piercings.
[n] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[n] I have freckles.
[n] I hate my dad.
[n] I hate my mom.
[y] I have a brother
[n] I have a sister.
[n] I've sworn at my parents
[n] I've run away from home.
[n] I've been kicked out of the house.
[y] My biological parents are together.
[n] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[y] I want to have kids someday.
[n] I've had children.[N] I've lost a child.
[y] I'm in school.
[n] I have a job.
[y] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[y] I almost always do my homework.
[n] I've missed a week or more of school.
[n] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[n] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[n] I've stolen something from my job.
[n] I've been fired.
[y] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[n] Disney movies still make me cry.
[n] I've peed from laughing. :X
[y] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[y] I've glued my hand to something.
[y] I've had my pants rip in public.
[n] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[n] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[n] I've broken a bone.
[n] I've had my tonsils removed.
[n] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[n] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[n] I had a serious surgery.
[n] I've had chicken pox.
[n] I was born in a different country.
[n] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[n] I've flied business class.
[n] I've been to New Zealand.
[n] I've been to America.
[n] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[n] I've been to Japan.
[n] I've been to Hollywood.
[n] I've been to Disneyland.
[n] I've been to Australia.
[n] I've been to more than 5 countries.
[y] I've seen a shooting star.
[y] I've wished on a shooting star.
[n] I've seen a meteor shower.
[n] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[y] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[n] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[n] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino.
[n] I've been skydiving.
[n] I've gone skinny dipping.
[y] I've played spin the bottle.
[y] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour.
[n] I've crashed a car.
[n] I've been skiing.
[y] I've been in a play.
[n] I've met someone in person from MySpace.
[n] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[n] I've seen the Northern lights.
[n] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[n] I've played chicken.
[y] I've played a prank on someone.
[y] I've ridden in a taxi.
[n] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[y] I've eaten sushi.
[n] I've done snowboarding.
[y] I'm single.
[n] I'm in a relationship.
[n] I'm engaged.
[n] I'm married.
[n] I've gone on a blind date.
[y] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee.
[y] I miss someone right now.
[y] I have a fear of abandonment.
[n] I've gotten divorced.
[n] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[n] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[y] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[y] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[n] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[n] I'm gay.
[n] I've had sex.
[n] I've had phone sex.
[n] I've had sex in public.
[n] I've had a crush on a teacher
[n] I am a cuddler.
[y] I've been kissed on the face.
[n] I've hugged a stranger.
[n] I have kissed a stranger
[y] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[y] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[n] I've snuck out of my house.
[y] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[n] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[y] I've cheated while playing a game.
[y] I've cheated on a test.
[y] I've run a red light.
[n] I've been suspended from school.
[n] I've witnessed a crime.
[n] I've been in a fist fight.
[n] I've been arrested.
[y] I've consumed wine.
[n] I regularly drink.
[y] I've passed out from drinking.
[n] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[n] I've smoked weed.
[n] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[n] I've eaten shrooms.
[n] I've popped E.
[n] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[n] I've done hard drugs.
[n] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[n] I can't swallow pills.
[y] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[n] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[n] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[y] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[n] I take anti-depressants.
[n] I'm anorexic.
[n] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[n] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[n] I've woken up crying.
[y] I'm afraid of dying.
[y] I hate funerals.
[n] I've seen someone dying.
[n] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[n] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[n] I've planned my own suicide.
[n] I've attempted suicide.
[n] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[n] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[n] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[y] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[y] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[n] I own a cosplay outfit.
[y] I know what cosplay means.
[n] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece
[n] I own something from Guess.
[n] I own something from D.K.N.Y.
[n] I own something from ESPRIT.
[n] I own something from Gap.
[n] I own something from LEVI's.
[n] I own a golf set.
[n] I can sing well.
[n] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[y] I open up to others easily.
[y] I watch the news.
[n] I don't kill bugs.
[n] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[y] I sing in the shower.
[y] I am a morning person.
[n] I paid for my cell phone

2008-11-27T04:32:00.000-08:00

gosh i should hav cut my nails lyk early this morning?!
my right contacts was torn apart..and i think it's coz of my nail! dumb nail..so sharp for wat?! i juz changed my contacts last sat!! argh. and i hav to take the new one out again..walao..i jz wasted the money ):

hazel jz told me the news about dance. wow..'great' news man. argh. headache..but well, FINE! i hav never expected laoshi to rmb me or care about me either. and she will ever not. gosh..my positions! if i'm losing my place jz becoz i'm skipping dance these two days..ARGH. i dunno wat to say. but i hav stayed back so darn long juz SOLELY for cca during this nov hol!! i dun want my sacrifice to be a waste man. but wat can i do? im not laoshi's pet or fav student. haiz. and i haven been practising the dance moves ever since i came back..-- haih..okay, i shall start practising on my own soon..lyk tmr? or the latest the day after tmr? hopefully i'll rmb the steps..if not i'll be seriously dead meat ):

2008-11-26T20:38:00.000-08:00

went to sunway lagoon
lol..saw water balloon at the sl entrance there..but didn't say hi. haha. i hav even forgotten wat's his real name adi oso
spent most of the time at the dry park area..
played the ship one and the tomahawk (which are both 360degree) the most. lol..haha. no one queued that! so sad..when those were so fun! i got so numb to the 360 degree that i can even slp if u want me to!.. but still, jz scream and shout for the fun and enjoyment! and say PEACE at the end of it. and say ONE MORE. haha :D hmm..nth in sunway lagoon can scare me now! sitting the rides it's lyk..nth adi. haha (but well, i haven been to the scream and extreme and wildlife one before..hoping to hav the chance someday)
though, frankly, i didn't enjoy this sl trip as much as i did in my previous trips..
had quite a hard time being in the middle of two sides..):
haiz..i shall NEVA repeat my mistake again!
for twice, my own dumb decision spoilt my outing mood and the times which i could enjoy to the max actually
but..saying all these is no use now
hopefully there's chance for another outing again (:

but gosh..sl is really a daylight robber!
locker 5dollars..a normal fish burger itself cost 6.50dollars..and a cup of 100plus cost 4dollars -- and if my mum's fren didn't get the ticket with discount..one ticket will be 60dollars! siao. --..
it's not tat it wasn't so ex when i went to sl the last few times..it was coz i didn't need to pay for the food and locker :D my bro paid. lol haha

went to watch madagascar2 too after tat. caught the 4.30pm movie jz on time. haha
gosh it was seriously darn funny. i lyk alakay's dance to the max man! but i thnk i can neva get to dance lyk tat. lol haha
moto moto (:
the song that u won't get bored of singing it over and over again: i lyk to move it move it, he lyk to move it move it, she lyk to move it move it, we lyk to move it!

at least i got to eat one jco donut ytd! the almond one. (: sry..i think i gav u the wrong recommendation..--

so exhausted when i finally reached home. coz i hardly slp at all the nite be4. i dunno y i couldn't slp. too excited? lol. but it's over now. and i had such a good night slp ytd! (:
but for a VERY long time i didn't hav any dream oredi. i wonder why --..coz i want a dream!

2008-11-25T01:16:00.000-08:00

guess wat? i went to the market this morning and picked my own vege (carrot tomato capsicum french beans) and cooked for my own lunch! it was egg veggie fritata again (: but this time, i modified the recipy..a lot! coz i didn't hav cheese. so i used cheese bun for the topping instead! haha. it was darn nice! even my mum said so too. she even said that i'm qualified for a housewife oredi. lol. haha. my neighbours said it's nice and nutritious! :D

2008-11-24T21:48:00.000-08:00

tagged by yvonne. and erm yvonne..my last name is YIYIN. not yin! haha (:

I tag:
1. xinyuun
2. claralee
3. shushien
4. hazel
5. justin
6. shinwei
7. kairou
8. chris
9. haobin

How you know 1?
she's my crazy roommate :D

What would you do if you never meet 2?
say yo! and i still rmb ur banana cake..it rocks the most!

What would u do if 3&4 dated u?
hahaha. ask them to pay for my shopping (:

Would 5&6 make a good couple?
haha. i hav no comments :D

do u think 7 is attractive?
yep (:

Do u know anything about 8’s family?
uh no?

Tell me something about 9.
he is called binbin by ks

What language does 2 speaks?
chinese and eng

Who is 3 going out with?
erm..no idea

How old is 4?
13

when was the last time u talked to 5?
wks ago?

Who is 6 favourite singer?
hahaha. ME :D

Would you date 7?
i'll be looking so short standing beside her! hahaha

Is 8 single ?
no idea..

What is 9 last name?
bin?

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
haha. she's my jie oredi

Which school does 2 go to?
st nicks!

What do you like about 3?
she's nice (:

2008-11-24T21:19:00.000-08:00

lol. i had lyk the best teatime ever today! ate FIVE frozen doughnuts which i made ytd and a cup of really nice white coffee at one go!

i was considerably the one who almost finished the whole container of doughnuts? and it was even after i had my lunch :D gosh. darn full. and was feeling darn guilty..so i went for jogging later (:

and finally, i touched the newspaper today! after being nagged at actually. haha. no great nor any interesting news though. not even abt obama. hmm..actually wat happened in between him and the dunno-call-wat person? ppl were talking about them and all in my mind was jz thousands and thousands of ques marks..felt so 'outdated' -- btw, who is obama? ...

my dad 'stole' this bunch of superly uperly duperlyly cute jambu(s） from some ppl's tree. well, these mouth-watering luscious jambu（s) were hanging over the gate.. so there! and byebye to the jambu owners :D sry. haha

they are so mini! and so red even though so tiny!

from the right: small to big! and the big is not tat big too actually (:

2008-11-24T11:50:00.000-08:00

tis morning was super windy..feels lyk being in genting highlands. lol. maybe the sky wants me to hav a feel of the cooling genting environment since i hav never been there for long oredi? haha.
but :'( guess what..i took triple out for a walk.. when returning home, i chose the route whereby we walked through the alley..and somehow i dunno why and how, i slipped and fell! gosh. the road was a bit slippery in fact..but how could i lose my balance? after fallling down i turned and saw triple falling backwards too..i was so scared that she was injured!
okay, fine. i'm an ulg now. having dunno how many scratches on my leg coz i fell down. the road was rutted and 'stony' :'( maybe..i shouldn't hav wore those slippers..or maybe..i shouldn't hav walked through the alley! my poor legs :(((
triple looked a bit lifeless after reaching home. and i saw this pinky-red stain on her legs. scared me to death..i thought she bled lyk me! but in fact, it was jz the syrup water she stepped onto in the alley jz now -- and she kept licking the pinky-red stain there..coz it was sweet. haha. she's so unhygienic!

2008-11-23T20:03:00.000-08:00

guess what, when i was reading chap one of the sec3 social studies book (for hw duh. i'm not that hardworking)..i saw this hilarious man! he looks so funny! as in his expression..and his name. uh..sry but no offence xanana man (:

he is called XANANA GUSMAO

here are some random pics when i was so bored and frustrated in my room

my feet, the objects, and the reflection. lol. i was too wu liao. seriously. boredom drove me mad at that minute

:'( i am full of mosquito bites now. 2 or 3 on my hands..worse, 16 on my legs! garh. y do the stupid mosquitoes lyk me so much? when i hate them SO MUCH! i dun wanna be ulg again ://

2008-11-23T19:56:00.000-08:00

went to pasar for breakfast today.. had apam, kuih and chee cheong fun and teh tarik. i was sitting under a huge tree with my dad and mum at the stall..and all of us kena loteri each. the birds were eating the seeds on the tree above us..and they made all the seeds fall.. some fell onto our table and even into our plates! but luckily it was after we finished our roti canai and stuffs (: gosh. i got a bird's dropping juz in between my lap! and it kena my shorts too. haha. darn lucky today..--..if i'm enough age i'll hav probably went to buy toto or jackport straight away

den after that we went to the pasar tani in shah alam. the ppl there were mostly malays..but though, i simply jz lyk the noisy atmosphere there (: it was darn hot..even though it was juz 10am. i bought ice choc..it cost 6 or 7 ringgit? when it doesn't taste especially nice or wateva..and it's not really cold either. it was juz a normal choc drink? well, my mum can even make a nicer choc drink i suppose. so ex summore -- other than that, we bought many other stuffs and my fav plums too :D

then, we went to peili's shop for chicken rice! pl has a new short hairtstyle now..it looks so nice. how i wish i can cut my hair too!! garh. dumb syf. forcing me to keep my hair long..

afternoon, yan, pei and xian came to my house to make doughnuts! it was so much fun..pressing and making the dough with our bare hands. it was so sticky at first that it sticked to the bowl and my hand.. tough job to knead the dough man. but still, fun! haha :D the dough is plainly juz the best toy in the world (: and i made only mini mini doughnuts..they were so cute! big ones were..not in my mood. haha

whole tray of doughnutsssss :D

the mini mini ones!

doughnuts left in the oven to 'rise' :D

after frying the doughnuts :D mini ones!

added the choc topping with sugar for the doughnuts :D except for the last one

i shall say..MY DOUGHNUTS ROCK! :DD

the y-donut (: original and copyrighted. lol

today was such a meaningful day. and i jogged! at last

i'm feeling lyk a pregnant woman now. after mouth and mouthS of donuts and plums and apple and chicken and yiyan's jelly and unsweetened choc with granulated sugar -- which sux

2008-11-22T22:08:00.000-08:00

in the evening i brought triple out for a walk. and we ran rounds and rounds and rounds around the padang! haha. and triple was so tired when we finally reached home. lol..she's such a qian jing xiao jie? hmm..this hol, i must train her to be as tough as me :D juz now on the road when the cars were coming and going off busily..triple stopped by and juz looked at the cars buzzing pass..haha. she really should go out and hav a good look at the world more often even though she's juz a dog. no, she's not juz a dog, she's my sister! so she must not be lyk a dog :D

my relative came over to my house juz now..so in jz one second, my house was lyk boom..so meriah and noisy in all a sudden! full of life? i can say. den da yi cooked for us..really delicious (: though, i really hoped that we could go out for dinner instead..cos the atmosphere will definitely be different and we haven't been going out for meals as a family for looooong le. but my mum insisted on eating home-cook food in the end cos outside food are not so healthy ):

den sam's parents and siblings came over to pass sth to my dad? after chatting for a while they went back home.. after that, xy came to collect her books. my parents and her parents had quite a long chat..? and i stood in the garden there..and got lyk 10 mosquito bites! garh. juz felt lyk pouring the pots of water with plants and fish away!!

2008-11-22T13:09:00.000-08:00

ok..i spent my morning playing with triple with peipei today. i had mi3 sua3 and two slices of choc cakes for breakfast :D

later..i'm planning to make choc-coated doughnuts with sugar icing on top with pei and yan! :D i simply luv baking man!! and eating what i made. choc cakes..cookies..donuts..pancakes..paos..breads. and i really wish that i could achieve my dream of opening my own cafe in the future

2008-11-22T11:58:00.000-08:00

hey..i jz realize that you can actually open a banana very nicely by slicing the skin with a knife! ok..tis sounds dumb..but i found it out oni today..when i found a perfect 'fleshless' banana skin lying on the dining table which it's banana was eaten by my dad

2008-11-21T20:15:00.000-08:00

back home again!! :D

ytd's bus journey was ok? not bad. i watched mr bean's holiday..without the headset. so i didn't noe wat the ppl inside were talking about..but seeing their gestures and actions alone is funny enough. and i sort of get the meaning of the whole story too though! pro me (: i ate a salad tart, coffee bun, bak kwa delight, ham and floss, pizza bun and a peach ___(forgotten wat it's called, wait till i remember the name in all a sudden then i'll fill up the blank) all from breadtalk! gosh. breaktalk rox! but i had too much which caused me very uneasy..plus it was in the bus..so nauseaus..felt lyk puking tat time

well, i caught some nice sceneries on the way too. cos i was so bored. and it was sunset time i think (: the bus was moving quite fast..so too bad i didn't hav the chance to aim for the best shots.. okay, here they are!!

when i reached hone..triple welcomed me by licking and biting my feet(socks) again --

hey samantha!! :D (if u are reading this blog)

how are you spending ur time there? poor you.. don't worry..u'll be back home lyk me too SOON enough (: i'm still as usual using laptop..even though i'm at home now. haha

2008-11-20T17:04:00.000-08:00

As what i've said many many times..morning is juz not a good time for dance!! argh. i don't noe y... i ate a lot for breakfast tis morning..i finished the whole tray of fried rice and i even had a wholemeal toast with peanut butter and strawberry jam! darn full. and by 11am during dance..i was so drained out even though i didn't sweat nor 'move' much.. i was so lethargic and kind of lifeless for the whole cca..not only that my mind couldn't process the words wang lao shi said..my body can't move too. so, in the very last conclusion, morning is not for dance! it's to slpppp!!! and it was such a nice weather to slp. again

after cca i went to collect mine and sw's sec 3 books. uh so u can guess how much money i brought to sch today? darn loads can. was so worried
luckily i had sam to help me (: she's so nicee. the boxes of books were so HEAVY. uh hum. it was superly terribly horribly terrifyingly HEAVY. when hong yee said it wasn't heavy at all!! walao. hongyee's so strong. i hav always thought that i hav A LOT of muscle --..but the boxes proved me wrong today. lol haha. hailed a taxi back today..thanks so much hy joanna and the others for ur offer of help (: luckily the taxi driver knew that i needed him and came immediately! haha :D
okay..nowadays i'm laughing lyk non-stop all the way whenever i'm with samatha.. haha. the laughing disease. fun! :D

when i was using comp juz now xiao yu's balloon burst in all a sudden.. i swear, i didn't touch it!! and i didn't even bother to eye on it!! it juz burst..lyk that!!! with a darn loud bang. i was so shocked. nearly had a heart attack --

and gosh. the fire alarm rang lyk a thousand times today

2008-11-19T21:39:00.000-08:00

Walao. Seriously. Who cast a jinx on me?
1st. spilled my mug of water repeatedly
2nd. Cut my foot. And now I can’t even wear my sandals and walk properly!
3rd. rained when I was in comp lab. I forgot tat the window was open. so when I went back to my room..surprise!..the wooden part of my bed was wet
4th had a great craving for food today. 2nd helping..pao..biscuits.. In the end, I had to drink lots of water to prevent from getting heaty
5th I dropped my laptop when I was about to open the glass door entrance to hall B..and ouch. my heart felt utterly painful when I realized that I actually dropped my comp onto the floor with a ‘bamm’..my comp is my treasure u noe!! ): but thank god, my comp is still working :D
6th planned to jog in the eve at first..really, I was so determined to hav a great sweat-out for today since I ate so much. But it rained!! Garh. Plus, it wasn’t my slping time when the rain came!! :X
7th and I couldn’t use the wireless for the whole day!! ://

As wat I hav said..ya I planned to jog actually. BUT, it rained --.. very heavily..
So I had an indoor workout instead (: 有志者事竟成嘛! :D
First, I went to the study room and digged out my skipping room which was deep down crammed in the box. It took me 2 mins for this task only okay! I’m pro (:
Then..went back to room. Shut the door (I was alone!! =)) blast the room with music..turn the volume to the max
Next, 100 front skips. 20 tuckjumps. 100 front skips. 50 sit-ups. 50 fu3 ji1. 50 bei4 ji1. 100 front skips again. And..er I was done. Haha. I sweat a little only..but nvmd, I was satisfied den..since the skipping rope was the available equipment for me to work out with.. since my bball was no-air. And it was still drizzling though.

Before the ‘workout’ (can still be considered as a workout I suppose? (: )..my hair was tied into a neat little bun actually.. but after the whole thing..it was..a flower? Haha. I hav no idea how to describe it. See it for urself!

2008-11-18T22:34:00.001-08:00

garh the wireless internet is not functioning.. forced to go to the comp lab instead. --..so cold! but at least better than stuffing myself in the room with the music blasting but dunno wat to do with the time..
ok..bad luck was really with me today.. juz now i spilled my mug of water..then i brushed and cut my foot against sth (which i didn't realise after several minutes)..i didn't feel anything at first..but it turned so painful about 5 mins later..weird huh

i'm having big appetite lately..even if served with the hostel food? --.. i hav been going for the 2nd helping after my 1st tray many many times now..even though the food doens't taste that good..but still, i dunno y i juz felt lyk eating..eating and eating non-stop.. well, sam goes for the 2nd helping too! haha. both of us do..big-eaters :D being able to eat is a blessing u noe?
ytd dinnertime after that 2 sets of food..i even bought an icecream and had another orange.
juz now for lunch after 2 sets..i went for a kou rou pao.. the pao was ok lah..not so bad. but i still prefer charsiewpao the most :D too bad charsiewpao wasn't available juz now..

wat should i do wat should i do wat can i do wat can i do..
sien ah..
bball no air..
no swimming suit..
lazy to go out..
if i keep eating my stomach will burst..
keep on facing the comp my eyes will be super damaged..
finished packing my stuffs adi..
can't wait to go home but yet still hav to bear for 2 days? and 2 days of cca..
ahhhh..
do wat lah..
--..
stone bah

2008-11-18T00:42:00.000-08:00

juz finished watching mingzhongzhudingwoaini!! the ending was so sweet!! and the storyline is too good to be true. haha. super funny. there were soooo many parts where i was laughing and yes-ing loudly all the way in the room ALONE. luckily no one heard me..--..they may think that i'm some bai chi person laughing or talking to no one
awesome show (: really. but er..cut off the sick parts la dan ran
i watched this non-stop the whole day consecutively for 4 days le i suppose..and my eyes..omg i can't imagine how much damage i hav done to my eyes..shit ):

today's cca was quite fun? darn. i'm not lammy lemon ok? or wateva lumpy lemon or au tu lemon. --.. haha
had a jap meal for lunch again (: i luv jap food!! i juz luv food. and when i reach home in m'sia tis coming fri, i'll snatch all the food on the table and hug them tightly!! eh no..it should be: i will gulp them all in :D can't wait to go back..feel so sien diao here. if i keep on watching videos on youtube the whole day long..i think i'll be wearing a 1000degree specs even before 2009 comes :X

ytd nite i dunno y..but i think i had fall asleep but woke up in all a sudden at nearing 12am? then i heard an announcement for the B3R cluster captain to go to the g.o for attendance taking..well, i was so scared. cuz xia lao shi asked me to take over xy's duty to dian ming. and i had pass the attendance list to the g.o staff juz now! so..i jumped up straight away from my bed and rushed down with my fringe 'flying up' and found out that the announcement was actually directed to C3R and not B3R. garh! at least i managed to slp back later on..but was forced to wake up early at 6.30am for cca when it was such a nice weather to slp cos it was drizzling!! ptff ：//

er i think i better change my blogskin again. kan4 bu shuang le. haha

2008-11-15T05:48:00.000-08:00

went again today..and i cried. again. it was darn painful..but ok la at least much better than the previous one. but still, sakit lyk wat la..
haiz my face is darn red now..again. how am i gonna go out lyk that..and how daring would i be to go and see anyone lyk that..--
haiz juz wait lo..wait for the redness to go away..need 3 to 5 days bah..so long --
nvmd, i shall train my patience and perseverance (:
well, before that..i went for cip with melissa at sembawang community lib. we did sms e-notification services roadshow for 4 hours. i did this before alone last time for 5 hours..darn boring. but this time at least i hav mel with me :D and it was much better..seemed so much more interesting and fun and funny and meaningful. i managed to get 14 or 16 ppl to sign up for that alert service..and melissa got 19! she's super pro! haha. we had a jap lunch at the kopitiam too! nice :D
i hav adi had 83.5 hrs of cip..and i think i can easily hit 100 next year with those activities organized by sch and bs and cca.. but well, i'm doin cip now for the fun of it! even though it may be extra actually.. cos i dunno wat to do in bs --..

2008-11-15T02:42:00.000-08:00

tagged by chou shin wei..

1. What is your CCA?
dance <3
2.Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?
er depends..?
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
er..depends on wat's happening on tt day? but still, i prefer pri sch life
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
throw a big party for everyone i know with lots of nice FOOD :D
go shopping! go around the world! buy everything for my dad and mum!
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
... how would i noe..
6. Which is more blessed?Loving someone or being loved?
both..(:
7. List out your favourite bandeeeaaa...
wat's bandea? --.. (follow sw) SHE
8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
keep on admiring secretly and bless the person
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
DUH. loads :D
10. What makes you angry?
buggers
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
still alive
12. Who is currently most important people to you?Family? Friends?
family. but still, everyone is important
13. What is the most important thing in your life?Being happyy always?
yeah
14. Would u rather be single and rich or married but poor?
oso depends bah. (uh um..sw u r single?)
15. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends..
16. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'm not that hua xin --..
17. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done to you?duh. y make life so miserable rite (:
18. What do you want to tell the person you love?
...hi?
19.What is the one thing you regretted most in your life?
can't rmb
20. You have only 1 more day to live (choi choi choi, touch wood !), would you confess to the one you love ?
i'm still having a long life ahead ok

The 5 people which gonna do the quiz is :
1. Clara Lee
2. Yvonne Chia
3. Yvonne.Wen
4. Clara Goh
5. ChingWen

2008-11-14T04:43:00.000-08:00

jz came back from a short bball..
played alone. again.. walao. xin yuun gone..samantha out with her parents..sec ones all goin back after coming back for today le..everyone gone..and i still hav to stay!! :'( no choice. who asked me to join dance den
after playing bball for half an hour..i couldn't bear it any longer..started to imagine creepy stuffs..lyk er..better not say it out. dun wanna freak u guys out..lyk wat i hav done wrong to sam ):
cos the bball court was dark..(as usual)
ok so..i'm still scared of the dark..
so i went back soon after i started having scary stuffs in my mind..
even though there were noises (sounded lyk pri kids) coming from above the building (no idea wat event they were havin there)..but the noises gav me even more creeps..and not even a single sense of an quan gan..--
looks lyk staying in my room and watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni is still the best choice after all! :D

2008-11-14T03:44:00.000-08:00

still in smelly pe shirt now..was in sch for the whole day adi. a bit tired now..but guess i'll still be going for bball for a while later (:
ytd i took a 5.30am bus back to s'pore..haiz time passed so fast. but nvmd, very soon..i'll be back in m'sia again..in one wk's time! :D
reached novena much later than expected..cuz some ppl took way longer time for break..hai ren jing la. and there were many lorries at the custom..and s'pore was raining when we reached. and walao..why would i meet such a taxi driver..-- so many craps la. i didn't even get to eat my bun..and wat concession card hav to pay 27.50 every month to take bus and mrt..and wat chij st nicholas should be called chij ang mo kio to prevent confusion since sngs is located in amk --..and walao. cos the taxi driver didn't hav any change for my 50dollars cash..he took me back to the row of shops nearby my sch when we had actually reached sch.. so that i can go and change for small notes! in the end..i went into guardian and bought sth..and i resorted to walk back to sch in the end! ptff..if not i guess i'll hav to pay more? luckily he oni took 10 dollars when the meter showed 11 dollars..and actually the cab fare was juz 9.40!! ://

today's prize giving cere was kinda boring? i nearly fell asleep..but didn't cos i'm not supposed to doze off..
but investiture was quite fun! i turned quite high den..
sadly..i still did wrongly for the 16beats during the dance! argh..even when i could actually remember the steps clearly..): juz learnt it ytd..but still..haiz..how i wish i could redo the dance.
and i think my smile was very very stiff when i walked up the aisle onto the stage..so embarrassing!!
there were 2 and a half hours more to cca when sch ended..so me chyi fang hong yee kay min and joanna went to eat tau fu fa..and after that..i went to mcd and had another set meal which consisted of a fillet-o-fish..fries and a milo drink. omg i was darn full! felt so regretful..shouldn't hav bought the set meal!! i was so bloated and uneasy..and yet still had to dance. at first i oni tot of buying the burger..but then the staff aunty was enticing me to buy the whole set --..and i gav in... haiz. my prob la
cca was fun! i laughed a lot a lot. shao wen lah. haha. kept laughing there! hopefully we can make good co-ordinating partners :D

HAZELNUT! I DON'T LIKE LAMMY LEMON!!

2008-11-11T01:18:00.000-08:00

a bit sien staying at home..eat too much stomach damn bloated and uneasy..felt very sleepy but couldn't slp..dun feel lyk doin any hol hw yet..can't use comp at times..haiz. dunno wat to do

dumb XXXX..chou XXXX ptff

i have really really set my mind! i'll go back to s'pore this coming thurs and attend my sch's investiture and not going back sg way!! really! i'm not going to fickle anymore..argh. super fan2 lah --.. but really sry..i dun wanna trouble my dad juz because i want to go back to sg way..it looks so naive..and not understanding

..why things don't seem fine these days..haiz
since that moment when i was on the bus still on my way back to bangsar..

2008-11-10T20:59:00.000-08:00

gosh my stomach's really uneasy now..with all the good food inside. haha
went to sp ytd..saw ling yun and jean roe at the main entrance. and another boy from my same pri sch too but i didn't noe him. feeling very anxious inside, i walked up to them and waved at them..but there was still a distance in between us. at first they were giving me that kind of lyk weird who-are-you look cuz they couldn't recognise me..den i said "ni si jun rou, ling yun rite? wo shi yi ying a!" and luckily they did manage to sort out who i was..if not it'll be so super pai seh..haha. but it was so funny!! looking at their expression when they couldn't recognise me out..and thinking tat i must be some shen jing bing maniac who had gone out of my mind --..
er after tat..things were quite fine at first..den turned out a bit unexpected later..haiz my fault lah --..and i used up quite a lot ytd..dumb me. looks lyk i'm juz lyk my mum last time..haiz
seriously lov curry maggi mee man!! nicer than wateva jade restaurant food or wateva shan zhen hai wei lah. simply juz lov to be at home :D

2008-11-08T00:46:00.000-08:00

oppss i haven stop eating yet ever since the moment i stepped into my house! haha. home sweet home <3

2008-11-08T00:28:00.000-08:00

finally back in m'sia now!! home sweet home :D
but juz now the bus journey was so sien. first, got stuck at the s'pore custom cuz there were many many many many many buses.. second, got stuck at the m'sia custom cuz there were so many many many many many ppl i dunno y --.. when the bus stopped for break..some 2 ppl took way longer than 20mins (the given time for rest)..so i reached bangsar oni 45mins after the expected departure time
and there were some things which happened in the process of the bus journey that made my mood down and unhappy..haiz dun wanna talk about it
had nice food once i reached home..for sure! :D

2008-11-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

today was not bad?
but it started off quite dao mei(ly) actually cuz the lunch was er..not so good and samantha and i waited for the 74 bus with the extreme heat from the sun for about 20+mins. luckily the bus was air-conditioned. if not i think i could hav died from heat stroke --..choi haha.
cca was super super slack. i sat and stoned there for maybe even 2 hours adi. cuz wang lao shi was settling the steps with the middle part group ppl..den i had nth to do --..really felt so useless and lousy. but haiz..juz dun really hav the passion for it.. did so many rolls and floorwork..even the bone in the middle and the top of my spine jutted out..and they hurt when you press it. owh..i wonder when all these can stop so that they can heal..i dun wan any probs with my back at the end of syf!! ):
after cca samantha and i ate in amk hub. at first tot of goin into pepper lunch. but it was quite ex so we went to the small stalls outside the fairprice instead. i bought 3 muffins and a peach strawberry yoghurt float and breadtalk..sam bought ji1 pa2 fan4. we sat around the fountain area and ate..er..ppl were looking at us i suppose? but nvmd i dun care..haha. as long as i feel happy eating my muffins :D they were so nice! esp the choc chip one.
sw and i used to do that actually..):
while in the 74bus going back to bs..i told sam sth about those spirit creepy stuffs..and i scared her..): really sry samantha..i didn't noe that it'll affect you so greatly.. seriously regretted saying that..but haiz i can't possibly withdraw my words back again rite. dumb me..always repeating this mistake of saying inappropriate things without processing the words through my brain
so she came to my room after bathing that nite. and we laughed so much and had so much fun! haha. we laughed from the room till the general office till the escalator and back till my room.. and after tat we continued laughing over some stuffs i dunno wat..haha. we competed with each other on the word typing speed..and we actually used the french version one. i was so lousy at french. haha. after tat i sang the dou niu yao bu yao song by hebe..and samantha and xy were laughing at me when i was getting zi4 high there singing my song cuz i went super out of tune i think--..haha. but the song rox! it really makes you feel nice singing it
chatted with xiao yu for about 20 mins till 12am+..den watched some eps of heitangqunxiazhuan and went to sleep cuz i need to wake up at 5.30am the next morning for the bus back to m'sia! :D

2008-11-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

had meeting in sch this morning again.. there are juz so many meetings..one after another coming non-stop. but still, at least i kinda enjoyed it and had fun chatting and fooling around with the others (: being part of the c group is not tat bad after all? even though i hav to sacrifice..i gain back experience and get to widen my social circle too. so i shall juz continue and persevere..(:
tot of going back to bs for lunch at 1.30pm..but couldn't make it in time cuz i waited for the bus for so long. and it was raining when i reached bukit timah..haiz all my effort trying to rush back to bs wasted -- so i stopped by at coro and bought popiah and sushi..spent 4 dollars ): but at least tat was a nice lunch :D
walked in the drizzle back to hostel..(:
feel lyk playing bball now..i haven been playing for a loooong time le. but it's raining quite heavily? and the wind is quite strong..i think i might juz easily get sick or get struck by the lightning if i go now. haiz..wait for the rain to stop 1st bah (:

2008-11-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

have been shopping the whole day to kill time today. seriously the whole day outside..
my legs are aching more than ytd now
but i'm still gonna go out tmr! at least shopping will make time pass faster (:

2008-10-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 2am++ during midnight cuz my ears were too hot and itchy..and i applied listerine..but luckily i managed to get back into slp later on (:
my face was still a bit swollen this morning when i woke up, but not as red as ytd's (: and now..it's not really swollen anymore!! yay!! it's gonna heal soon!! :D
tired and exhausted now..and my legs! damn poor thing..they are seriously aching.. it was adi painful since this morning when i woke up..plus the burden from the cca in the afternoon..you can imagine how my legs are now -- can i still walk tmr? hopefully yes..i wanna go out one leh!! i dun wan to get stuffed up in the bs..damn sien!
juz now can't pay attention to wat teacher was saying at all..i was so chi dun and blur and lousy.. i was tired, really not having any mood to dance..so..no one can ever force me to if i dun hav the passion or desire to dance at that moment! hmph..not even when someone criticise me
had dinner outside with samantha today (: at least the food was way better than that served in the bs? (:

2008-10-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

seriously can't believe wat happened to me today..
when i woke up i could hardly open my eyes.. cuz my eye lids were swollen!! it was real difficult to keep my eyes opened.. and my eyes were super small..were almost the same as juz one line! and even when i tried to force it open wide i couldn't..-- i was terrified..cuz it was my first time experiencing this..
but it got better in the afternoon when i wanted to prepare to go to sch for cca.. at least the eyes could still be opened wide enough for me to put on contacts..?
though, my whole face was red! and my ears and chin itch..had slight rashes i think.. i seriously looked lyk a roasted pig!
but still, i had to go for cca..cuz since i came back here is juz all for the sake of my cca..den it won't make any sense if i dun go for cca but stay in bs..
i didn't do ji ben gong.. and luckily the dance studio was air-conditioned so i could still dance (: but the whole time my face was feeling uneasy..had to bear it though.. and i persevered (lyk wat sw asked me to?) and made it :D
now..my face is still red, cheeks swollen and my ears kind of itch.. and it feels hot in the face and ears!
dunno wat's happening to me..probably allergy? but seriously hoping that it's not caused by that.. it cost me so much! and i didn't inform her on buying that..): feeling so bad and sry now.. wat if i'm really allergic to that and thus tat thing would juz be a total waste? it was for 86.40!!
having a bad time here in s'pore..):

2008-10-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

juz woke up from a half-an-hour eve nap (: seriously mentally exhausted. and my eyes hurt a lot..until now it still hurts. the days here are really tiring enough for me!
really bored in the room now..even though xy's there at d and there are shows for me to watch..but i'm still feeling lonely and sien ): i miss home..): i want to go back..):

2008-10-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

back in s'pore
finally, i hav the time to hav a sit and relax.. wat a busy day today is..and a dreadful day
i couldn't slp last nite..all the way till 3am plus? maybe cuz..there were too many things swimming in my mind and could not settle..
woke up at 5.30am. 2 hours slp oni..haha. bus back to s'pore at 7.30am.. worse, other than having to wake up such early when i finally managed to slp at 3++am..i had stomach ache! and i had to bear it throughout the whole bus journey.. ):
i sat with a lady from south africa..she's a nice and friendly person i can say (:
after the departure..i had to rush back hostel..and i got so freaked out when my ezlink couldn't scan pass! i tot there was some prob with my card..a the guard asked me to look for the ppl in the office..but the office was closed.. and why at that moment!! at the moment when i had to rush for time! had a quick lunch in the dining hall..haiz i seriously miss my home food..m'sia's food ):
having no choice as it was adi 2pm, i took a taxi to sch for cca at 2.30pm. lol..the taxi driver didn't even know where my sch is nor where amk street13 or ave2 is! we were lyk round and round amk..at last i asked him to go from amk central as i'm more familiar with that route --.. and that cab fare caused me 10.50 dollars! argh..juz for the sake of cca..i spent 17.50 dollars on cab fares in order to juz be in time for cca! ://
i realised (actually long long time ago had adi realised tat) tat i'm really lousy in my cca..

still hav to go to sch tmr for councillor meeting..hav to be in sch by 9.30am ): haiz i hav tot that tmr will be my day off and i'm free to do anything i lyk but.. haiz

i miss m'sia..
i miss home..
i miss my family..
i miss triple.. (amazingly)
i want to go back..right now!! but i know it's impossible duh..

juz now i really wanted to cry..physical + mental torment
but tried hard to control the tears.. cuz scared might make her feel bad..
she's really nice..but uh she was way using too much strength? ... it's seriously painful..VERY! and damaging..?hopefully it won't turn out tat way..but in the way that i hoped for

my face's ruined..
helpless..
feel lyk crying..
but it won't help..
jz pray for it to heal fast..really fast
sry ma..

waiting for sth to happen to cheer me up (:

2008-10-27T20:01:00.000-07:00

really really seriously dun feel lyk goin back there right now..
jz very very very fan2..
so many ccas dance committee stuffs and councillor stuffs to be done when i go back..
feeling uneasy now..stomach ache..cuz i ate too much? -- nvmd. but it really hurts..and i hav no idea wat to do..
and other probs..? dun feel lyk saying

juz got 2 shocks by a bee and my stupid dog. i was using com and a super big bee flew past me! so i ran away..and stood at a spot. not realising that triple was jz right beside my foot and she licked me..and there, i got a shock again -- y am i so cham la..

2008-10-27T18:06:00.000-07:00

haiz so fast mon. am i seriously going back there tmr morning? i dun wan!!
i'm being VERY HAPPY here..dun wan to go back there lah walao ): but hav to..cca cca cca cca. one word, sien
went for sushi king today in pyramid :D
er but at first i weren't tat happy..due to some reasons..cuz my parents didn't giv me a time so that i could prepare 1st. but my mum did tell me to 'faster', but i dunno when..
when i juz finished bathing, my bro suddenly shouted to me to ask me faster..everyone's waiting in the car le --..shit. so i didn't hav time to change into another shirt and went out with wet hair and a black collared blouse (in such a super hot day)..kind of being unprepared. haiz, and i was the cause of everyone's waiting?... and i accidentally cut my hand at the wrist while rushing down..but it didn't hurt much lah
so..my mood wasn't tat good in the first place..feeling bu shuang to talk. moreover, i wasn't that hungry yet too..
but it turned better during the lunch (:..
well, sushi was NICE
i don't really lyk sushi last time, in fact i was even kind of being disgusted by the smell of it. but now i seem to want to eat it? i ordered a wasabi-flavoured sushi and ate them all juz now. haha (: not bad..
after that, i went on an unexpected shopping with my parents..but a short one for about 3 hours. seeing the fact that my dad is someone impatient and doesn't shop and my mum doesn't really shop either, 3 hours walking around looking at my stuffs is adi very considerate and nice of them :D and they spent rm99.70 on me..bought a shirt from romp and a vest and a pair of slippers from mod.. feeling really grateful towards my parents..they don't even shop or spend for themselves! thanks so much pa ma!
the weather here is seriously scorchingly burning HOT!
feeling so restless and dizzy when i reached home..
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK FOR CCA OR FOR SCH! :'(

2008-10-27T17:50:00.000-07:00

tagged by yvonne.wen (yeap i noe that ur surname is not wen..but i juz lyk calling you wen (: sry).. first time doing a tag. lol haha. cuz this tag is SHORT :D

1) Do you think you're hot?
no

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!
seeing the person in real isn't it better? haha (:

3) Why do you like that picture?
there's no pic..-- sry

4) When was the last time u ate PIZZA?
last mon during cluster activity (:

5) The last song you listen to.
pretty boy

6) What are you doing right now besides this?
watching hei tang ma qi duo ep8

7) What name could you prefer besides yours?
dunno? i juz lyk my name yiyin (:

ppl to tag
1. yvonne (another yvonne)
2. shinwei
3. yvonne.wen (haha tag you back!)
4. kairou
5. felicia

8) Who is number 1?
my pregnant de 'laopo' who doesn't make birdnest for me!!! haha jk lah. she's a dance fren of mine (:

9) Number 3 is having a relation ship with?
er i dunno..?

10) Say something about number 5?
she's nice :D and tall and super duperly flex!

11) How about number 4?
she's nice too :D and tall too and she's my senior

12) Who is number 2?
my roommate! (:

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